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The One

Okay clearly I am inexperience to talk about this matter. I'm 17 for goodness sake! But still, I am 100% that at least 3 out of 5 are interested in knowing... THE ONE . Well I ask my brother , " How do you know it is her? How do you know she is the one for you? How do you know she is the one? " Yes it has always been the mystery. And my brother would say " You don't! " in an exasperated manner He then says " You just know " That answer has never been good enough for me. He told me not to go searching for The One but let the one come to you So this is what i think of the one... lets see whether I am proven right in the future. In life, you meet many people. In life you under go many circumstances, situations, problems, hurdles and whatever god forsaken shit on this world. Many people you meet will become your friends and family. Many people will come and touch you. The One...is the one person who touches you and it completely changes you...

Love Junky

It may be normal to many people but this word is one word I try to avoid. True man are attracted women and all with their high levels of testosterone. But being a love junky must really suck! I mean you fall in love so quickly one after the other. Desperate for companionship and relationship. Whatever personalities you have, try not to fall in love so quickly. After a rejection you go looking for a new target after a month of sulking. Doesn't is suck? Makes you feel like a...like a....Help me out here guys...and girls...Like a guy who would never stay loyal. You get that uneasy feeling that settles on top of your conscience causing your inner man to shout out " Hey me! something is wrong with you! " Love Junky yeah... I do not want to be like that. If I ever am that I should change. Listen I am not saying it is a bad thing. It is a normal thing for guys to like girls one after the other. It is just me that I am not okay with it. No offense to anyone but this is jus...

Don't want an Ending

You could say my current condition is based on the awesome song sung by Sam Tsui. But in my case it is friends....Not a girl http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n1p74Isbcgc I don't wanna fall out But we're all out of time (Is this over?) (Don't want an ending) In one day No way you'll be mine (Is this over?) (Don't want an ending) Mmm... (Don't want an ending) My heart is running on empty One more day and then we go And, yeah, the time goes on now Don't ask me how, I don't know We'll be home tomorrow 'Bout a thousand miles too far away Say you won't forget and I'll be okay At least tonight It's just you and me and honestly That's everything I need I don't wanna fall out But we're all out of time (Is this over?) (Don't want an ending) In one day No way you'll be mine (Is this over?) (Don't want an ending) Tonight's a countdown 'Til the day we're not around (Is this over?) (Don't want an ending) Then y...

Embracing The New Year

Well, Today is the last day for the year of 2010. Let me just say that this year is my favourite year. Lets just say that I am surrounded by an awesome group of friends. Although the year did not go smoothly, I think that is what made life so fun. With the ups and down and nothing stagnant. Highlights of the year many things my dear readers Celebrated a number of birthdays for our teachers Performed a few times for retiring teacher Improved my Chinese a lot Learn Chinese songs Made new friends Got a new Guitar( Ashton ) wrote lots of songs for other people ( retirements, birthdays, etc) Became closer with God Found out how naive I was and I am in the process of changing it. Had my class trip ( really not lying....It was awesome!) And all my friends' birthdays celebrated including me ( meaningful, fun, touching) SPM ( a Major Exam In Malaysia. A friend of mine once said, " Life can be very complicated and can be very simple" And that my friend is life....

Something

Well I have been having too much that I kinda lost track on my blog. Actually I really have nothing to write about but let me leave with with this at least... I ain't gonna leave my blog. Seriously Erm let me just show you my future plans ( besides being a 17 year old that plans for his future family) Write songs write my brother's wedding song cover songs write more songs study psychology and the rest we'll see Seriously a life with just music is definitely boring. Next year Christmas I am going to produce a short clip about my mum from the future talking with my mum in the present or something like that. Cool huh. My channel aint just songs it is also comedy( just started) I want to write a Christmas song! I think I am wasting my time here. sorry guys for wasting yours as well.

Relationships

Basically in life what everyone wants to do and has to do is to build relationships. Relationship...A word by itself holds a strong significance. You see the word relationship the things that pops out of your mind enxt are words like love, bridges, loyalty, trust, honesty and the list goes on. See how strong that word is? Well if one has common sense one would try their best to connect with everyone instead of isolating themselves. Why? Okay in life the most important thing to achieve( besides anything to do with God) is have successful relationships. When you die, you would not say " bring me my certificates and my trophies I want to see them before I die". Hell No! You would say " let me see my family, friends and wife" You would love to see your love ones before you go. If no one surrounds you at your death bed...aint it sad. Feels like no one cares ( Although God does).Relationship is very important. That is why I put it as one of my priorities in my li...

Prayer

One of my weapons I use in my life. Everytime my friend Steward says he has a problem he will smile a second later knowing what I will be saying. " Pray!". Yes in everything I do i pray. I pray when I am reading the newspaper, bathing, in the toilet doing my business, or playing computer games. The only time I embarrasingly admit that I do not pray is when I eat. Or more like I forget to pray when I eat. I pray for my family, my life, everything. It is like I am talking to God. At times is can be about giving thanks and sometimes about asking for His help. I often pray for my friends. In my life I have nothing much that I want. My wants are according to the Lords purpose. One of them is my friends. Truly, with all my heart, I desperately want the safety of my friends. I truly pray for them that one day they will come to know the truth. When I see the pictures of my friends sometimes it just burdens my heart and b...