I CRY
I cry Because as much as I seek happiness, it doesn't last long. The moment I think of it, the emotion is gone. Life never seem to go as expected with its ups and downs. Dreams seem to be shattered, where is my glory and crown? I believe I deserve certain things life for all the hard word I strive. They say that is life for you. Such an ignorant answer no matter how true. Because it does not seem to explain the void, being on this cruel earth, being toyed. (And then...) I cry Because my best efforts still can't seem to bring me where I desire Because I realize that as much as I try I will eventually fail. When I am called to be the head I feel so much like a tail. I succeed awhile only to fall. To fall short of it all. As much as I weigh the good it some how never covers up the bad. God's standard is too high and mighty to ascribe to. I cannot possibly measure up. Is this a trap? (And then...) I cry Because looking at the world a