You are not the only one
Sometimes in the lrt if I do not have a book to read I observe( in a so not stalk-ish creepy way ). I notice people smiling, laughing, frowning, sleeping, stoning,etc. I wonder what are they thinking or feeling at that moment. You are not the only one. What I am saying is, when you've think you've got it all wrong and the world around you is falling, nothing seems right, everything you do seems to make it worse, and all you feel is giving up.... tell yourself this " I am not the only one ". One thing is for sure whatever you are going through you're not alone. As you grow and mature you'll see it. It is not anyone's fault. Sometimes problems do get to you. But a problem need not be a crisis. A crisis is something that gives you permission to panic and lament( to what I think). But a problem, is just a problem. When I get to know a person I listen to what they have to say, I listen to their stories and what they have to tell me. Some have worse problem