Problems
Problems come but I seem so calm on the outside. I know somehow deep deep down inside of me, there is this one Eddryll who wants to throw pillows at walls, shout till neighbors wake up, scream(like a man) till babies cry. But someone told me before that I am too kind and people take my kindness for granted. I used to think really? Found sometimes there are some who do. But I'm cool. More people appreciate it rather than take it for granted ^^. Right now, The Christian Fellowship Club shirt was suppose to be ready today but haiz the man forgot and said the factory is slow. I know all to well their tactics. To act innocent, and give a reason. =.= yeah I am not fooled, but i'm kind. Next, I am trying to finish this song of mine. The lyrics are fine but the melody just doesn't come out right. I know I'll finish it but now it feels like I am at the end of the Grand Canyon and I can't take a step further. Then there is this part of me who wants to forget some thin