Malaysian Christian Writes

People who just met me will say I am friendly and nice....etc. Then I in all humility reply them "Get to know me more and you will be disappointed" Disclaimer : Just sharing here, not imposing it on others yeah =). Just sharing my life here. Just as it is.  Now why do I say that? Am I putting myself down? Making myself look bad? That is the truth indeed for we as humans are not perfect. Name anyone in that matter, the more you know them you will eventually end up arguing with them one day =). Oh I am smiling haha. My friends who hear me say this smile. Cause they know. I argued, fought with them with voices that are raised, with words that hurt and at the end of the day we are still friends. Good friends if I may add. Aren't we all but broken ? I am being real here. I am a sinful man . Truly I am. Without God oh I can only imagine the cursed things I would have done. So what is the point here? Gosh Edd stop making yourself look bad, ladies may not want you. K

Yes, it is about God and how I came to know him. I do not have that vivid memory of what I was doing, where and when or even the time or date. It was when I was around 11 and that is as much as I can tell you. What I can tell you is this. God works in many ways and for me it went something like this. It was not through knowing God with intellectual knowledge. For me it started with discarding those knowledge. Bear in mind, we are talking about an 11 year old here so what he knows may be slightly off. As life continues, I could not carry this image of God I had in my mind no more for it made no sense. So I had a choice. Hold on to what I knew, make it a form of blind faith ignoring the crisis I go through, or place my whole foot in this word called “ faith ”. Yeah, I opted for faith. I discarded what I knew, knelt down and surrendered. Hence, the real relationship started. Relationship not based on what was learnt at Sunday school nor the dos and don’ts. Relationship not bas