Malaysian Christian Writes

So lately I haven't been updating my blog. I'll tell you why now. After my finals, I had to go to Penang, to visit my ill grandmother. My mother was pestering me and my brother to hurry back afraid she would not make it. My friends could see it in my face that I was troubled. So I did go to Penang with my friends on one Sunday morning. BTW, my grandmother suffered from cancer of the pancreas. Seeing my grandmother... I was in shock, she was so frail and thin. I ask her how was she and she replied " What do you think?" . I said " You look, very thin grandma" and she nodded. She was really weak. The next day she could not speak at all. She had no energy to open her eyes or even utter a word, just moan. My mother was taking care of her for the pass three weeks. I came and helped her out. My mum was teaching me how to take care of her and asked me to do it. Amazingly my grandmother was recovering. The next day she could talk. After that she could read the new...

What do we really know about relationships? You claim we know them , but...Do we? Do we really understand the administration and decrees of a relationship? People today just get into a relationship and when asked the question 'why?'....They can't seem to answer. Do we know what we are getting into actually? These days all I see are people getting together and breaking up. Sad scene indeed.  When you say you like someone and they like you back, is that a reason to get into a relationship? Probably, but are the premises strong enough to make it lasting? You may also say " She/He is loving, caring , generous, kind, sweet, fun,etc....that is why I like her/him ". True. These may be the reasons. If he/she was not that way initially, you may not fall in love. But, that is just the surface on getting onto a relationship don't you think? The other factors that come in are like time, how you compromise, how serious are you, objectives, motives and so on. I mea...

Before I begin, the title that started with a 'him' instead of 'her' has nothing to do with sexism. There is only so much we can know about a person . Truth be told no matter how much one can disclose, there is always one part of a person that you do not know. The secret background of the person. The unknown . The thing is, we are never truly ourselves when we are in the public. Even with your best friend, there is always that 10% of you that you may be hiding, be it consciously or not. We put on a mask for the world to see everyday.  Let me tell you the moment when I can be truly myself is when I am with my family . You may say you know the person. True, but only to a certain extend. The person next to you may be a ex-convict, the person opposite you that wears pink pants is actually a PhD holder, the person going crazy jumping around can be a Motivational speaker. You never know. =_=( yup you never do). People see me as outgoing always so joyful and happ...

We....are.....only...human.   We are nothing but a lump of clay.  We are imperfect in many ways yet beautiful.  Everyone has their own problems not only you. If you observe a little more, you will see that everyone wants someone beside them when they are sad, everyone just wants company, everyone needs answers, everyone is searching for the right thing, not only you. We continue to do wrong, and judge, condemn, compare, be ignorant, be insensitive and lose ourselves along the way. We are only HUMAN and no doubt we all need help. Remind yourselves that no one is in control. We cannot control the circumstances that happens to us. Everyone has their own little cry in their hearts that needs to be mended. We get hurt, we have broken families,  we all get lonely, we all have trouble letting go, we all go through SHIT.  All of us go through all of this at some point in life. But is the answer to get all worked up over it? Be depressed? Get mad? Act as if e...

Before I begin, lets just say I had the best Deepavali ever!!! All Thanks to Sasi. So As you have read the headlines...I lost my wallet for a moment.Yeap So I was on my way to my University which is HELP. After hanging out with my friends for about one and a half hours I noticed my pocket was flat. I was like " Oh My GOSH!!!! I lost my wallet!!! " I searched high and low , up and down, everywhere and concluded it fell somewhere. Last move is to call my brother. The whole time I was telling God " What you want to teach me? What is this? Ok ok I'll praise you in the storm no matter what. " So I kept praising God. Then God gave me peace and I was calm. I was reminded that we should rejoice in all circumstances in the Bible. I said to myself " Ok God whatever it is, You are in control. ". So i called my bro. Me: Ko, I lost my wallet Bro: Oh My Gosh........ Blah blah blah....concluded that a police report is needed to be made. He came with his wife, i to...

 So today the moment i woke up everyone was gone. Who do I stay with? My brother, sister-in-law, and her brother. So I figured one went to work while the newly weds went shopping or something. So i waited and waited doing my term paper. Morning went to afternoon, then evening. Called my mum several times saying that "koko"( brother) is not home. So 11pm my mum told me to call him and this was how the conversation went. Phone dialing ...toot toot toot toot...me(worried)...toot toot toot toot...why isn't he picking? Brother: Hello?( In a tired sleepy voice) Me: Ko...Where are you? Brother: Er Penang. Me: Oh ya ya you were saying about going to Penang (sweat sweat sweat I had no idea at all? never tell me.....) Brother: Ya. Me: Ok bye Hangs up. My face.....imagine the face ( You're dead to me) and then =.=lll ultimate sweat,. for those who do not know where or what Penang is...Penang is a state in Malaysia.

I am a boy, just living in Malaysia doing what he does best. People say I am a " holy,holy " person because I do not drink, smoke, get drunk or be crude and all. Wrong. Not doing all those things does not make me holy. No one is holy. It is just that I do not get involve with these activities because the consequences can be heavy. I am just an ordinary human with an ordinary life. Nothing hard to get. I am indeed blessed with a good life but that does not make me free from problems . I may seem calm in hard times that is because I know what matters most . I may seem to worry less because if i spent today worrying about tomorrow I cannot give my best for today for tomorrow's worry are meant for tomorrow. I  know what I am doing in life that is because I know what I want to be .( begging the question) I am just imperfect as everyone of you. I am just as a hypocrite as everyone of you. I am just selfish as everyone of you. As humans, I also like to indulge with myse...

Ordinary man . Working for a living. Doing a routine job everyday . Wakes up, drives to work, works till evening, comes home for dinner, reads the newspaper, then sleeps. Simple , normal life. Dull...indeed.                             One day he wakes up late. Arrives at his office 10 minutes late. Hands in his paper work and the boss is unsatisfied with it.The Boss scolds him like crazy for that submitted work of his has cost millions for the company. He fires him and asks him to pack his belongings and leave.                         He puts his things one by one, with anger and frustration . Throwing everything into the box. Even the picture of his family. He walks the hall of shame as everybody looks at him. Walking by the street, a c...

So there are 5 languages of love. The first is love by " words of affirmation ", second is love with " quality time ", third is love in " receiving gifts ", fourth is " acts of service ", and finally " physical touch ". What is yours? Do you need to be affirmed constantly? Do you need someone to tell you they love you every day so that you will feel secure?  Or would your primary definition of love be time? Where every second counts with the person you love. Where the way you love is in giving your time for your time is your life. For me I believe the best way to love is time. Cause giving your time is sharing a part of your life to the person. You can't get the time back you've given. Well do you believe in the need to receive gifts? Is gifts important in maintaining the relationship? Remembering the anniversary or birthdays of loved ones. Do you need to have a gift? Do you like to receive gifts from your loved ones? Th...

Before I start this prayer...Every "you" is a different person. I pray that you stop smoking. I pray that you will be able to control your temper. I pray that your back is healed. I pray that you are saved. Oh I pray so hard for the salvation of my friends. I pray for boldness in my heart. I pray for Your will to be done on the nation. I pray for you to be filled with love. I pray for the holy spirit to convict everyone of their sins. I pray for God to answer these prayers.

Anger, it takes many forms . Some may think anger is just one feeling but in fact, there are many forms of anger. Bitterness, envy, resentment, intolerance, revenge, hate, jealousy, gossip, sarcasm, unforgiveness, and much more. Wow never thought of it huh. It never benefits being angry. Bible says an angry person is a fool. That is because, nothing right usually comes out of an angry person for his words a motivated by anger. You'll be emotionally affected being angry. When anger is pent up inside of you, the individual will be emotionally upset till they are not themselves, say things that do not usually makes sense but due to anger it blurts out etc. An angry person is not pleasant to be around. Those who are grumpy and angry all the time are cut out from the social list. So anger destroys your social life .Having a bitter, resentful and often self-pitying spirit makes a person unbearable to have around. Am I right?Anger towards a person or a situation can cause havo...

Sometimes in the lrt if I do not have a book to read I observe( in a so not stalk-ish creepy way ). I notice people smiling, laughing, frowning, sleeping, stoning,etc. I wonder what are they thinking or feeling at that moment. You are not the only one. What I am saying is, when you've think you've got it all wrong and the world around you is falling, nothing seems right, everything you do seems to make it worse, and all you feel is giving up.... tell yourself this " I am not the only one ". One thing is for sure whatever you are going through you're not alone. As you grow and mature you'll see it. It is not anyone's fault. Sometimes problems do get to you. But a problem need not be a crisis. A crisis is something that gives you permission to panic and lament( to what I think). But a problem, is just a problem.  When I get to know a person I listen to what they have to say, I listen to their stories and what they have to tell me. Some have worse problem...

Ok this is to go off track a little bit. I will blog about the music team today. So recently we had an audition to perform for the Vietnamese Beauty Pageant and we made it. Which was awesome. We are currently finding a name for the team and we are kinda torn down. The names that were up were: 1. Sidewalks and Streetlights 2. Paper Roses 3. Ruth Meets Ashton Sidewalks and Streetlights is honestly catchy to me. That is all I can say. Ruth meets Ashton derives from my violinist's violin's name, "meets" is my pianist's piano's name, and Ashton is from my guitar. Total randomness. Paper Roses....It may sound feminine but 'Paper Roses' will also be the first single of our music team( getting bored of saying it). We somehow got inspired and came out with the draft of the song. Production starts this coming Monday. ^.^ I like using the word production hehehe. Finished writing a Christian song with my friend Joshua Lew called " On My Knees " ...

Indeed it has been a long time since I blogged. I have been really busy with college. I do not like the word 'busy'. I know I was suppose to blog about the differences between love and like, attraction or love at first sight and love and lus t. But after making a series of contemplations, I rather not. It might be offensive to some people out there. Well Lets give u an update on your blogger here. He(me) is tired all the time, on a healthy diet, slacking a little, still active in my music,etc. But I am always grateful for what I have and I am happy with it. Here is the thing. Now that I am busy, I have no time to think of a topic. Could you guys give me some ideas and inspiration? Any interesting topics u want me to explore and give my opinions, and trust me my opinions are interesting. Comment anywhere to show me and I'll blog about it. HELP ME OUT HERE GUYS SERIOUSLY.

When I say relationship, It applies specifically for couple relations. Ever heard of finding “ THE ONE ”  and marrying the one? Having one girl and one girl forever? Well this is not so common now in this era.             What kind of relationships you get today? You hook up and break up again and again. One of the good examples is the drama series of Gossip Girl. Yeah the story line is so cliché and gets boring eventually. They actors in the drama hooks up and breaks up with each and every person in it. Go figure. So what is the difference? Lets start with playing around....Before I continue, let me just say that this is based on my personal views. Playing around in a relationship. To me it states that one person is just desperate for a relationship. Not ready to commit but just want someone to be with them. They succumb to the norms of society. " It is cool to be in a relationship so i find one ". It states that I just want...

                When a person says the word " act ", the first thing that comes to mind is talent to enter showbiz and being an actor. That is just the surface of it.               What acting really means. It means not being true, not showing yourself fully, being someone else, nothing genuine. For...it is just an 'act'. We do act everyday. We probably do it so often we do not notice it. It is become a part of our style. It is nothing that bad. It is being human. We act as if that person is a nice guy but actually he is not. We act as if the teacher is good in what he/she does but actually your do not like the teachers methods. We act as if everything is fine and fantastic but truth be told, it is all falling apart inside of us. We act as if we do not like that person but in fact, she is the love of your life.      ...

I know I am suppose to be blogging about differences between love and like and all but....erm...I actually have no alibi in this >.<. Anyways I'll be talking about puppy eyes today. What is PUPPY EYES to your definition? To me. It is an aptitude or a trained skill for a human to create puppy eyes. When you think of a puppy what comes to your mind? Words like " Cute, I feel like pinching it, Awwwww, etc" comes to your mind. So to me, when a human executes the puppy eye, the same effect happens. Puppy eyes are usually used for persuasion and convincing .  Imagine a husky puppy looking right at you. A human can do it too ( maybe not as good as the husky but yeah). I know someone who has natural puppy eyes. I on the other hand spend my years practicing the eyes. Succession rate is kinda high for me. Not that I did any survey r studies on its succession rate. One example is I got a women to charge me cheaper for a meal by half the price when I showed my puppy eyes....

Just to be clear, when I said relationships I did not limit myself to just boyfriend/girlfriend but to every kind of possible relationships in this world. Relationships are always worth restoring. They are what matters most in life. Relationship with God,friends, siblings, with your boss, parents, soul mate, wife, children, etc. They build bridges between each other. If your live as a hermit, live within the shadows, think your are better off alone, then you wont grow. We can only grow in a community where we learn from our mistakes, humble ourselves,....wait getting off point here. Life is all about love. Love is the most powerful thing. We should learn how to love . For me, I would like to be in the ministry of restoring relationships. For those who do not know what ministry means, it means some kind of governing body or main focus in a job. For this case, governing body for restoring relationships. They are worth restoring because every relationship hold opportunities in greatness...

This is based on my pastor's preaching. Sorry I did not update my blog for the past week...Had my quizzes to deal with. True forgiveness, what do you know about forgiveness? It is about letting go of the grudge you've been having and grant pardon to that particular person who offended you.Forgiveness means saying NO to revenge and resentment. Do whatever it takes to not retaliate. Forgiving is something that humans would not normally do. Humans by nature are selfish. " An eye for an eye "? right? You hit me I hit you back. What we should actually do, is to not retaliate and hold that grudge. Instead we act differently by being nice to them and forgiving them. By doing this we are like putting hot coals on our enemy's head which means embarrassing them. Cause if we were to retaliate the same way, wouldn't that make us the same as them? We be kind to them and this will create a proper sense of shame. What I like about forgiveness is that it does not requ...

I am afraid that almost all of us are guilty of this "offense". When people hear the word gossip, it usually goes along with girls. But the fact is, guys gossip too. I am so sorry if I even gossiped. I feel really bad gossiping. Gossip is not helpful at all. Gossip actually serves to break the trust of those the people around you. Talking about someone is fine, but when you talk on topics that ruins ones reputation, then that is bad. Will you like it if someone is talking behind your back? NO! But yet we do it. I fall short of this gossiping and I am guilty of it. Every time when I notice I gossip, I'll just say to myself " STOP! STOP!" It destroys ones credibility towards you. Gossip is also like judging . I mean, who are we to judge? We are all humans. We are all sinners. We are all not perfect.God is in charge of judging people. Think. Think all of you. When you gossip, the implications. What it does to the victim. Imagine if you were him. How bad does...

So women would always say this.... woman's intuition. It is always woman's intuition. It is usually one of their reasons ( excuse ) to a situation. Here are some answers from the net from other people: 1 .is it like a girls, very own spider sense about stuff and how does it develop and what does it work on 2. Everyone has intuition which is your gut feeling. Its your subconscious trying to tell you something is right. Some people are more in tune with this then others. When they call it woman's intuition its usually because she has formed a bond with her child and she knows there's something wrong with her child or what her child needs. Woman are more in tune with there intuition then men are. That's another reason why they call it that. 3 it's just a gut feeling we get about a person or a situation...alot of times we ignore it due to emotions(yes I know he is kinda of a loner who doesn't really want to be around people but he's so hot!) or ...

It is amazing how being in college life... there is so many things to blog about. But the lack of time seems to be my problem right now. TODAY...It is a funny story. So my friends and I were having lunch at a mamak stall. We were eating and chatting. This is the funny part in one of the conversations... Girl: Today har, he bang me very hard!( pointing at the boy beside me) Boy: Yeah ( I think he agreed ) Then there was a awkward silence. We were trying to internalize and digest what we just heard. So I asked. Me: He bang you very hard? Girl: Yar! The group broke into laughter. It seems almost impossible for "that" to happen and for her to tell us that " something" happened. It had to be something else, just that the structure of words were....how do we put it....Inappropriate. Boy: Eh? No No No it is not like that. Girl notices and started laughing hard too. Girl: No the table where you have to flip to sit. it flipped to the other side and hit my head real...

This is for one of my readers Mary who wants me to blog about this. Probably to give a better understanding and comprehension. Well there is no specific " word " that is suitable for my blog theme. But my blog comprises of interesting and funny life experiences, helpful and encouraging testimonies, and general topics that we humans face every day like, love, virginity, humanity, or God. So this theme has attracted quite a bunch as it brings a different perspective about life and experiences. Some may blog about the community, politics, technology, their everyday life, but mine has educational values. There are many educational blogs out there, I am just one of the many that is different. Over the years, I have many high rated post. My highest is the " Answered prayers in 10 minutes ". I myself have to say that that was an awesome post. My blog is mainly to help people in many ways. There are post of encouragement, post of warnings, post of life, post to che...

Well today was quite interesting....Well I wont share all of them with you. But I'll share this hillarious event that took place today. Me and my friends decided to have dinner at Old Town Kopitiam at Bangsar LRT Station. So we chat, laughed, trade identification cards( IC ) to see at their pictures....and try not to laugh. After eating.... I called the waiter for the receipt. Put up my hand, made a circle in the air indicating an image of a sort of receipt. So he came and this what happened... Waiter: Bill? Me: Erm... No I am not Bill, I am Eddryll . ( Group burst into laughter) Waiter: Oh I am sorry Me: Erm sorry yeah I want the bill please...^^ Waiter: Oh..oh ok .( smiling ) When he brings back the receipt Me: Sorry man...I just had to try and see what happened. Waiter: It is Okay... and nods with a pleasant smile. Yeah! I just had to try. Hahaha It was funny and fun. Well one of my readers has asked me to post about my theme on my blog..  Her name on my comment...

Time management is all you need for college. Right now I am so rushing for time. I do not think I will have time to even blog as often as I did before....Haiz....

The hard part has yet to come. So, college life...ah, you youngsters( younger than me) would surely like to know how I feel, my point of view regarding this matter.  Everything is different. People change. They tell me " I use to be introvert not as noisy as I am now ", or " I am not smart, seriously! " ( But she got a scholarship). Classes are different from school. People are more open. They are easier to communicate with.  Basically, for me, everything I say or do in class seems to be funny. The irony is that, I had no intentions to make them laugh. But yeah it is fun.  There is a girl who is always blur like constantly saying..." Whaaaaat????" There is a girl who is so bored cause she lives in the HELP residency that she plays facebook everyday. People that are high( excited), People that are cocky, People that are friendly, funny, all sorts\ Girls that hit me with no apparent reason, Guys that say the will suffer in calculus class but fin...

Many of our troubles occur because we base our choices on unreliable authorities: 1. culture:" Everyone is doing it" 2.traditon:" We've always done it" 3. reason:" It seemed  logical" 4.emotion:" It just felt right " All four of these are flawed by the Fall. Besides, notice that the choices made based on no.3 and no.4? The key words were 'seemed' and 'felt'. The choices you made were based on mere feeling and made without depth. We need a perfect standard that will never lead us in the wrong direction. God's Word meets that need. Every word of God is flawless. I give the root of the problem, but the answer is up to you to decide. Points taken from Purpose driven life book.

You read it right. Answered prayersssss....with an ' S '. Actually two. And these prayers were done through FACEBOOK . Yeah Facebook aint all bad man. A place for prayer. hahaha....Ahem Ahem...serious serious man. Erm so... My best friend was like saying " damn for 18 hours I have no water. The pipeline must be broken or something. I am thirsty, etc ". So I told him in the chat box in facebook that I'll pray for him. So I clasp my hands in front of the computer and prayed," Lord, I pray that you provide water for him now oh Lord. Let him know that You are G OD. ". Guess what? After like 1 minute, he replied "YES!!! I JUST REMEMBERED HAVING 100 PLUS IN MY CABINET WATER OH YEAAA!!! and100 plus can give me some energy." The Lord answer my prayer. Then I said to him " darn darn I cant find my scientific calculators. I need them for my calculus ". So he goes on and say, " I shall pray for you " and I was like, yeah do that bu...

    As I have learned, life is meant to be shared. " Fellowship " now usually refers to casual conversation, socializing, chit-chatting , and having fun in any place be it the church or cafes. Real fellowship is much more than showing your face. According to this book I have been reading, it includes unselfish loving, honest sharing, practical serving, sacrificial giving and sympathetic comforting. In real fellowship, people experience authenticity. it is not superficial or just one simple surface-level chit-chat. It is genuine, heart to heart, at times gut-level sharing. In my experience I am proud to say I have had many. This happens when people be honest with themselves and what is happening in their lives. They share their hurts, confess failures, reveal their feelings. Practically show their true self.    These days, there is pretending, role-playing, politicking, plus superficial politeness but shallow conversations. People wear mask, keep their guard up...

I am going to veer off from what I mainly write today just to share with you my college experience. Yesterday, blah blah blah orientation and subject enrollment. Yeah fun day but do not want to bore you with the details. But today...So my class starts at 8.30 am. Took the LRT and the bus. Went to the lecture hall and there were my orientation friends right there.So started talking and all.( Ok this is boring for you). Lecture came in a started ice-breaking activities.....CUT CUT CUT CUT Now that was hours ago. Now it is 10.30 am. Enlglish lecturer came in. I know the name but too many details. So his ice-breaking activity was to get a partner and share to each other about their names, hobbies, and their imaginery partner. I got a girl and I was told to share in first person pronounce. So I had to say ' I am ' and the person I am sharing about is a girl. So i was like " hi I am the adorable Adeline ". And each of them took their turns. Funny as I laughed till my ab...

Who is GOD? Eventually everyone needs to ask themselves that question. Eventually everyone will face this question whether asked by someone of just thought of it. Remember when I said in my " SPM results " post that " each and everyone of you is beautiful, gifted , and talented in their own way "? Well everyone being different, they will have different perceptions on who God is or can be. Everyone provides a different angle. To be honest... I think it would be fun to listen to their perceptions( not that i have). GOD is ______? God is? What do you think? God can be good, strong, almighty, faithful, some may even say bad. Every angle you can put it. To me God is everything good. Simple as that. Though the answer may not seem so...so... KABOOM, but it is the truth. He is everything good. True? Look around you...I mean seriously look.... Look at the trees, look at how complex god created the Human body, seeing the birds fly and the fish swim( not getting dramati...

Well i wrote this song a few minutes ago. Thanks to messing with the keyboard yesterday the song just appeared. I have the recording ( so that i wont forget) but my voice has yet to recover. So I'll just post the lyrics. Those who have yet to go to this camp...trust me...I meant trust me seriously trust me...You who is reading this right now should go. No joke.. you'll have a blast. anyways here is the song. This is LifeGame, that I've been playin' so long. But still I feel so lost into this, What to eat? Do I need a shirt to live? This is LifeGame, where anything goes wrong. Where everything seems too good, to be true, Well that is life for you. Pre chorus: Don't even mention bout the bad guys who rob you Don't even mention bout the good guys, can't help you Don't even mention the things we do Chorus cause...This is life, you've gotta live the best you can Cause when you throw, the dice, you get a double six you're dead. Anything...

Well. Let's start with a bible verse 1 Timothy 4:12 " Don't let anyone think less of you because you are young. be an example to all believers in what you say, in the way you live, in your love, your faith, and your purity ." Teenagers and young adults... Whatever happens in life, know that God comes first. People may ridicule you, mock you, call you old fashion etc. Life circumstances may cause you to stumble, but remember with God's love, you will never stumble. Life is constantly a test. everything you do , what you say, you hold accountable to God. Sorry I made it sound a little scary for you all. Or did I? XD Anyways, the best thing we are reminded as Christians is that we are weak and we need to depend on the Lord everytime. For his grace is sufficient for us and that in our weakness his power is made perfect. Being a Christian is not hard, it is just that in this era, we will sometimes have to stand out of the crowd and say  "NO" where in this...

Tomorrow is the day. On 23rd of March 2011 will be the day all 18 year old and future 18 year old students get their SPM results.... Well most... There are a number that home school and prepare for their SATs so they do not take SPM( In my opinion...that is cool). How are you guys and gals feeling? Scared? Nervous? Do you feel chilly in your spine? I for one feel fine. Cause results aren't everything. Seriously. Life is not about this although education is important. I tried what I could for SPM and now I'll leave the rest to the Lord. Those out there worried... Let me remind you that it is no use worrying. We did what we could. If you get good results, congratulations but it is just a test. Bad results does not mean failure, it means you just did not do well. There is a time and a way for everything even in times of trouble. Do not feel like you are not worth it or that you suck. Each and everyone of you is gifted, talented and beautiful in their own way. Good Luck all i...

Life is made of choices. Everything you do , everyday. Do you wake up or do you sleep more? Do you go left or right? Do you eat toast or McDonalds for breakfast? Do you go to church on Sundays or do you stay in? Do remain respectful of your parents or choose to rebel? Every decision has it's consequences. Every action in choice will lead to another thing. Everything has its own reason and happenings. WHAT DECISIONS ARE YOU MAKING IN LIFE? Are those decisions good? Will they help you in the mere future or the next second. If your parents scold you... Would you rebel and run away from home or would you just stay silent? What would happen if you stayed silents? And what will happen if you ran away from home? You see, most people they don't often think about this. They just do it( Probably influenced by NIKE). Hey there are times where we need to think carefully and not just do it. When do we not think? I'll give you an example, when the road is so clear and you need to ...

Ok Ok...Usually you would like to hear more on friendship and love instead of this...But I thought this is equally important as well. Everyone cannot complain, when the see the Sun, Moon, and the Stars... We just have to admit that there is a God. Now, it really is obvious, we can see the tell-tale signs that the time is coming ( you know what I mean ). War amongst nations, famines, earthquakes, rampant crimes, tsunami etc. This is only the beginning of sorrows. There will be a time of GREAT TRIBULATION ....( deng deng deng)( The sound where the suspense increases). The first time Jesus came to Earth was to save the world, the next time He comes, He will be the JUDGE ( deng deng deng). Ok I'll stop with the imaginary music. What is happening to the world and church now? The spirit of deception has entered to the world and the church. Jeremiah 9: 21 says " For death has crept in through our windows " notice the word ' crept ' ? Deception is the first th...

Life is all about LOVE  Learning to love unselfishly is not an easy task. This is because by nature we a selfish.As Christians, we are told to live a life of love, which is my on going mission now. God wants his family to be known for its love more than anything else. Jesus said our love for each other- not our doctrinal beliefs- is our greatest witness to the world. The Bible says " let love be your greatest aim " . That is why in my earlier blogs I stated that relationships must have priority in your life above everything else. Life without love is really worthless.  Often we act as if relationships are something to be squeezed into our schedule. We talk about finding time for our family or making time for people in our lives. That gives the impression that our relationships are just a part of our lives along with many other task.God says relationships are what life is all about.  All the Ten Commandments are about relationships. After learning to love God, which i...

People think it is an easy question...Never bothered to think about it. But when they are cornered, they seem to be blank without an answer. They think and think and come up with an answer that is only in theory. WHY SHOULD WE LIVE? We were made to live for God. God created us to worship Him. I bet you, non-believers would agree. The " WORLD " gives an answer that is unsatisfying and meaningless. " We live to work have a family and then just die" , " we live to enjoy life" , " we live in this world with a responsibility to take care of it" . Work? Enjoy?  They are so caught up in the busyness of the world. Yup. The No.1 strategy of the devil to distract us from God. Live, get more money, be famous, etc. Everyday you eat, work/study, sleep and the cycle goes on. Be successful...Hey is that success? What is the point if you earn and be rich if a billion is not enough?  Bruno Mars " I wanna be a billionaire so freakin' bad" I ...

Man recently I have not been blogging for awhile. I promise to blog more but right now I am very busy with camp and my brother's wedding. Sorry... Guess what? This blogger of yours can finally drive. Anyways, I am busy as ever and on top of all that I am out of inspiration. So I hope you all would be patient. Chaozzzzz ^^

If you do not know what is an instigator a.k.a " Firebrand ", then you must think firebrand is something awesome. I mean c'mon who wouldn't think like that? " Yo Kid! I think you are a firebrand..." That statement is just so cool. But when you know the meaning... You would be embarrassed, If he/she is a heartless, selfish person then I guess there is a chance they would feel proud of themselves.      An instigator having meant in a bad way is "someone who deliberately foments trouble". To what I think and observe, an instogator does it to satisfy one's anger, to have their revenge, or simply wanna cause a havoc.    Sorry to use the word ' HATE ' but I hate people who are instigators, firebrands. Not so cool now huh... I have a good reason why. These kind of people whether they know it or not is like smoking. They kill you slowly only that when smoking kills a number of people, instigators kill a society. Well what makes a society? A...

Personally I think it is sad to know that in The US, being a virgin is seen as a curse and being weak. As if being a virgin is such a bad thing. I have heard testimonies of people regretting losing their virginity both men and women. There are consequences.Remember, virginity is a gift that can only be unwrapped once. Pre-marital sex, is so wrong. Probably in the corrupted eyes of society it is fine. But not according to the bible.Have some respect for yourself and for the other person. Like Grey's Anatomy, I like the show a lot but there was one episode where the doctors were so proud in saying when they lost their virginity while one girl who is saving it for the right one is ridiculed and mocked. PATHETIC. What is it that you can be so proud of. Listen to this " Hey I lost my virginity when I was 14, I am amazing ". Read it and tell me, are you proud of claiming that?  Now listen to what a virgin can say " Now I am married I proudly would say I have waited al...

Before I began, I wanna say I mean not to offend the entire female race. Lets start with me saying " WOMEN! Please help the men!" . What I mean is this. Ok, women, they get aroused by touch and mostly words. Yeah by words. When a guy is able to sweet talk or to say words that provide women the necessary security, they get aroused. Words like " I will be there for you"," I'll never leave you", " I'll love you all my life...watch me"; and more. These are just the examples. But men... We get aroused with our eyes . Our lustful eyes. Yes, I admit that men's weaknesses are women. And you know what I mean by weakness. Our eyes are the window to our minds and soul. What I am asking for women to do is to dress decently. Dress appropriately, not showing too much skin. I do not mean cover yourself with a jacket... I mean not showing stuffs that can get men drooling like a dog. Probably too harsh on the men but it is true.  I tell you thi...

Well, this is something off topic. Something about me. Why not you read about me today. ^.^. So, it is time to leave high school, leave my hometown( Melaka), leave my church ( metaphorically not literally) , and live what I know here in Melaka and head on to COLLEGE. Yeah in exactly 26 days... LESS THAN A MONTH!? Yeah you got that right. But do not fear for this blog will come with me to college. Imagine...Me being in college, means more inspiration to blog. More interesting stuffs. Aren't you excited? Come on...be excited with me...wooohoooo. On the 20th of March I shall leave this home of mine. Orientation on 28th. Going to HELP college. Doing my foundation. Lyric from ' Temporary Home " by Carrie U-" This is my temporary home, it's not where I belong, windows and rooms, that I'm passing through. This is just a stop, on the road on where we're going, I'm not afraid because I know, this is my temporary home. Peace out. ^.^ V

Before anything, do follow  @malaysianchristianmemes  on  insta . Yeah You read it big and clear. A life without a purpose is plain meaningless.  Pretty bold claim I would say don't you think? But let us try to unpack that statement in the easiest most comprehensible way I know.Every one who is living has a purpose on this Earth. Be it whether there is a God or not, I am saying there is a reason and design to who we are. Just like a computer there is a reason and design and there is a right way it is turned on and off. Of course if one would want to go on the philosophical route, every single word can be argued on definitions and what not. But let us try looking at it from this lens shall we. =) The purpose of your life is far greater than your own personal fulfillment, your peace of mind, or even your happiness .  Far greater than family, career , or even your wildest dreams. Well at least that is the idea I am throwing at you readers. If you were a Chr...

By nature humans are selfish. Logically we are always looking out for ourselves. I mean, who wouldn't. But there are terms that goes against this... Sharing, sacrifice, self-control, etc. Terms that go against selfishness... All of them would not exist without love. Think for a moment. Would you share if there is no love? Would you sacrifice something, someone, or yourself if there was no love? Get it? Everything revolves around love. Everything good i mean. So, the question today is, can selfishness take over friendship? At some points in life, selfishness does take over friendship. It is a compromise we have to live with. There are many factors to why we become selfish between friends. Like I said earlier...looking out for ourselves. Can be the character of a person.Sometimes it acts as a defense mechanism... It is just a theory. There are more than one answer to this. Remember I said " some point in life ". It is not all the time. You have a close friend, you lov...

Well for my 100th post I figured I show you a video I did. I used a programme called Sony Vegas and it is awesome with the editing and all. So cool. splitting the videos and combining many sounds together. Probably not new or cool to you but it was my first and I felt that I learned something awesome. I did a cover on a youtube singer also from disney 3...something... Chester See ...Know him? Well he has this new song called So GoodBye and the song is....fantastic. The link to his song is here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4DtwC8pWQI&feature=related  the link to my cover of his song is here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rtkVkC7Le5Y sorry but do mind the singing, went of in one place. But it is the editing i really want u to see.