Malaysian Christian Writes

Well, Today is the last day for the year of 2010. Let me just say that this year is my favourite year. Lets just say that I am surrounded by an awesome group of friends. Although the year did not go smoothly, I think that is what made life so fun. With the ups and down and nothing stagnant. Highlights of the year many things my dear readers Celebrated a number of birthdays for our teachers Performed a few times for retiring teacher Improved my Chinese a lot Learn Chinese songs Made new friends Got a new Guitar( Ashton ) wrote lots of songs for other people ( retirements, birthdays, etc) Became closer with God Found out how naive I was and I am in the process of changing it. Had my class trip ( really not lying....It was awesome!) And all my friends' birthdays celebrated including me ( meaningful, fun, touching) SPM ( a Major Exam In Malaysia. A friend of mine once said, " Life can be very complicated and can be very simple" And that my friend is life....

Well I have been having too much that I kinda lost track on my blog. Actually I really have nothing to write about but let me leave with with this at least... I ain't gonna leave my blog. Seriously Erm let me just show you my future plans ( besides being a 17 year old that plans for his future family) Write songs write my brother's wedding song cover songs write more songs study psychology and the rest we'll see Seriously a life with just music is definitely boring. Next year Christmas I am going to produce a short clip about my mum from the future talking with my mum in the present or something like that. Cool huh. My channel aint just songs it is also comedy( just started) I want to write a Christmas song! I think I am wasting my time here. sorry guys for wasting yours as well.

Basically in life what everyone wants to do and has to do is to build relationships. Relationship...A word by itself holds a strong significance. You see the word relationship the things that pops out of your mind enxt are words like love, bridges, loyalty, trust, honesty and the list goes on. See how strong that word is? Well if one has common sense one would try their best to connect with everyone instead of isolating themselves. Why? Okay in life the most important thing to achieve( besides anything to do with God) is have successful relationships. When you die, you would not say " bring me my certificates and my trophies I want to see them before I die". Hell No! You would say " let me see my family, friends and wife" You would love to see your love ones before you go. If no one surrounds you at your death bed...aint it sad. Feels like no one cares ( Although God does).Relationship is very important. That is why I put it as one of my priorities in my li...

One of my weapons I use in my life. Everytime my friend Steward says he has a problem he will smile a second later knowing what I will be saying. " Pray!". Yes in everything I do i pray. I pray when I am reading the newspaper, bathing, in the toilet doing my business, or playing computer games. The only time I embarrasingly admit that I do not pray is when I eat. Or more like I forget to pray when I eat. I pray for my family, my life, everything. It is like I am talking to God. At times is can be about giving thanks and sometimes about asking for His help. I often pray for my friends. In my life I have nothing much that I want. My wants are according to the Lords purpose. One of them is my friends. Truly, with all my heart, I desperately want the safety of my friends. I truly pray for them that one day they will come to know the truth. When I see the pictures of my friends sometimes it just burdens my heart and b...

Women, a creation of God meant to accompany the lonely man. Years gone by the the roles of women have changed a lot. But that is not what I want to talk about today. I want to talk generally about women. Don't you think they are the hardest creature to read? With the mood swings and unpredictable actions, you just do not know them sometimes. You think that she is happy sometimes she just blows of her lid. (Probablye because of menstruation or menopause)(no offense girls). But yet, their feminine side attracts the males. Ok I do not know the statistics but I know women do misunderstand that most man always go for the looks, the beauty and nothing else.(=.= ok well they probably do) But I am here to justify a few things.Yes men are attracted to beauty and would usually be a preference but that does not mean they will choose them in the end. Not all men choose that.Men do choose a girl in personality(very important) beauty usually comes after that. I have said previously in my blog...

We were all born innocent, untouched by corruption, unscathed by evil. we later on transmogrify to adults that have seen reality, life, brutality , and the capabilities of evil a human can commit. Some do it out of fun and some out of passion. Passion in this care is seen as an evil thing. A person too passionate for the wrong thing can drive him away from the right path. Yes it is true, we cannot avoid being change by the world. The world? I mean some, follow fashion trends, some follow the latest music, some go gaga over singers, some find it fun to rob and steal, some join gengs and later on mafias and many more that mind puny little mind can't think of. We cannot avoid the scratches, dents on our bodies,injuries and scars that will stay in our lives. But we always forget one more gift we have when we were born into this Earth. The gift and power of free choice. I would choose the right one. Is it so hard to take in ...

As you all friends, followers, and blogwalkers should know, I am having my public exams and I am persevering. I have no time to post anything on interesting topics or current events ( that I rarely do ). The irony is I am writing about this. Yeah, I am fighting the fight. I am left with two more papers which I fear....Chemistry and Biology. I ain't no science person. I am more on the hands on, entertainer, cheerful person. I am writing this just to give you guys an update. Once I am finish with this "war"... I'll be right back on typing. Just you wait. A friend once told me, " Eddryll, you have the gift of cheering people up " and I said, " I am grateful for that gift ". Friends would always mistake my calmness during the exam for being confident and that I have studied. Well newsflash guys and gals, I haven't studied it all but I did do my best. I tried what I can and I'll give it my best shot for the exams. I have peace with m...

Well today was my last day in school. Next week Tuesday would be the beginning of the public exams ( SPM ). Some call it "torture chamber" I see it as just an exam. I have never been so calm and I am glad I am. I do not feel the tension. I am so glad to have the peace of the Lord with me. So today was not about studying but more on spending time with friends. Playing games, laughing, taking pictures and whatever possible a human teenage can do while in school ( the good things of course). When the bell rang, teachers hustled the students to go home. Teachers were wishing us all the best for the coming exams. As I walked out the school gate, I turned to look behind me. Students smiling with their bags walking past me. A friend of mine told me to stop looking back and go home. So with one last glance I said " Ah all the memories " and walk away. So nostalgic looking at the school. It all ended so quickly i wish I had more time but yet I am also excited fo...

This is one of the many things i usually fantasies about. My death. At my funeral...What would my friends and family say about me. Good or bad....Actually nobody says bad things at funerals. So I fantasy on how many good things my friends and family can say about me. What they say would be the prove of weather I have been a good friend, good child, good brother, good leader, and so on. It will be the prove whether I have made an impact on this world. It would be the prove whether I have changed people for the better. Hahaha. For me I am not afraid of dying. But it would be sad it I am dead. There is so much changing to do in the world. I want the world to see Christ in me. XD.

Why? The question why is the key word in this topic. I hear, children watching blue film, Retaliating, rebelling, scolding vulgar words and all sorts of actions that are abhorrent. What is the parts of a child's education that had gone wrong? Why are they like this? So much so that even teachers can't control them? Those days, students had to respect the teachers even though they are angry with them. Now, teachers have to earn the respect of the students. Do not give excuses that the teachers technique is wrong or they are not carrying out assertive discipline. Bull ****! I hear from my mum about these primary children being...sorry to say, ass holes. I was thinking to myself why? It is always why. Why must they be like that? What good does it do. Obviously nothing at all. It is plainly speaking, pathetic.I was thinking, If I am a good person, a good boy, a good child, a good student...How much difference can I make if I am only one out of every hundred? Lucky for me, I be...

Perfect. A word that in truth will never exist except in God. Yeah God is perfection. We all one day want to see his perfection. But we humans, can never be perfect. It is impossible, 'will never happen' fact. We make mistakes like we always do. The interesting thing is that how we handle these mistakes, problems, or hardship. We have two choices. One is bad one is good. One is wise, one is foolish. One will aggravate the situation, one will bring out benefits for the future. Find the most polite, patient, hardworking, good heart-ed, handsome/pretty, kind person and he still has a bad side. I truly believe if the person is perfect, he will be taken up to heaven immediately. So whenever a person makes a mistake, I forgive them. No matter how terrible it is with the Lords help. In his grace and mercy I forgive the person. XD. I know we are just humans. We are just like a tiny little spec of dust mites in a tiny little planet called Earth, in a tiny little galaxy of ours ...

I never thought I would be singing in Chinese. Never at all. But thanks to some of my friends who allow me to see the beauty in the wonderful language. One of my friend, a girl named Maffrine^^ suddenly ask me to learn up this song. Maffrine : Eh please go listen and learn this song " Ni bu zhi dao de shi " I think it suits yours voice. Me: Okay. Ending up becoming a fan of Wang Lee Hom. Ending up listening to Chinese songs. Ended up deciding to take Chinese Classes after SPM. I believe it gives me a lot of leverage to speak this hard, unique , amazing language. So i started learning from my friends idioms,how to write, read, and so on. But again seriously I never thought of singing this song in public. I learn the song only after a few weeks and I am singing it for a teacher's retirement and then now on youtube. Here is the link... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCVEvtsktqE

I mean, isn't it obvious? End times are near. Now blah blah blah...they'll say the world will become worse. Still, it is so sad. Evil doings, evil thoughts, and words that come out from man. Why? Why must we be selfish? Why must we have lust and greed. If we overcome it, wouldn't it be much much better for the world? To see corruption even in the institution of the family. Ah forget the politics. Power and money can change people and it has certainly changed them. I mean when you see family backstabbing each other. Brothers killing brothers. Husbands turning away from their wives. Hold on...This is not so sad. This is actually PATHETIC. Agreed? Yeah, Lame pathetic crap. Families doing this. Being so naive for those who experience it. But still pathetic is the word for such things to happen in the family.BTW please do not link this post with my life. For those who know me, I am one of the happiest person you can find on earth. Contented with life. But my point stays for fami...

So on the 9th of October, My brother treated me and my mum to a scrumptious dinner. he decided to bring us to Asian Havanah. Ok.....I'll admit...I have never heard of that place before. XP. But the place looked great. Clean. Sophisticated. Then my brother's fiance's meal, had an uncooked chicken....We complained and immediately she got another plate complete with fries , ham, chicken, and what not and she had to eat it all over again. hahaha! It was good service. Then at home, there was a cake waiting for us. Unlike any other cake. It is called crib cake i think. Nothing spongy, all layers and layers with cream. There are more pictures but it is on my brother's camera. Enjoyed my birthday. Celebrated for two days. One by friends another by my family. Truly this is my ' most fun year'so far. Grateful for this life of mine. With the joy I get , I will spread the joy to everyone around me. XD PEace out.

Hey Just want to share with you friends, followers, and blogwalkers on how I spent my birthday. So before the pictures come in let me share how it started. It all started with me being nervous as hell. I was performing fora retiring teacher. Why you say I am nervous? It is because I was going to sing a Chinese song and I am not Chinese educated. So the morning was just a heart thumping moment that could not end. So till the moment came... I sang the Chinese song first( get the hard one over with) The song is called Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi 你不知道的事 by Wang Lee Hom. Then I sang When You Say Nothing at all. Tremendous support from my friends XD. So here is the fun part...after the performance and everything we went back to our classes.I was packing and on my way to class I saw a group of ppl waiting anticipating, smiling, When they saw me, they raised up Cardboards with wordings on them. Will show them to you later. While I was singing, of course i did mistakes. My first time singing a...

A friend once quoted to me " Eddryll, you did not grow up learning Chinese Mandarin but you grew up singing it ". Well from that point of view...It seriously is cool. I had never thought of it like that. Language is a beautiful thing.

So Readers...recently I recorded a video of me singing Kissing U by Mirinda Cosgrove. I figured...It is a simple nice song. But it is for a girl...so I changed some of the lyrics that should suit me. Here is the link to the video. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=26l5shaJTcY Sparks fly, it's like electricity I might die cause without you i can't breath, you get closer and there's no where, in this world I'd rather be. ( just put in the part that is changed) er Chorus:Cause when you're kissing me My senses come alive Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find Falls right into place You're all that it takes My doubts fade away when you're kissing me When you're kissing me It all starts making sense And all the answers I ve been shouting in my head Girl are you the one that I really trust Crystal clear it becomes When you're kissing me. verse My loves for you would go really far Walls of your pictures right in my heart And I promise I would...

My exams are over...for now till the real SPM comes. I ain't gonna talk about how hard the paper was....Okay it was the hardest add-math paper I have ever encountered. Blah. Right now I feel like I just coughed up the last gulp of sea water after my friends have helped pumping my water-filled chest. I am ALIVE....but still in weak condition. Girls and Boys...That is what exam can do to you...Well at least that was what it did to me. I am going to study really hard this time. Make sure I get all A's. Lord I pray you guide me along the way.

Well...Liverpool was once known as the giants of the premier league. Now, it has sunken to the bottom half of the charts. They were once feared, and Manchester United would always get nervous when going against them. What went wrong? Well my theory is, that Almost the whole front line of Liverpool football players has been changed. So some do not know each other well, and most do not know how the others play. Tactics, styles, strategies. Each player knows how to play well but together, they don't mash up like do need to. So they need to play together more often. The morale booster in the team is definitely Gerrard Steven. The legendary midfielder. Specialty, score from a far range. Has A killer shot and can defend well as well. He has great stamina to run the whole field and is the heartbeat of the club. This is just one bad season for them. But I am sure they'll be back on their feet strong and tough as ever once they get the team to be one.

I am thinking of putting a Chinese song cover on Youtube. Phew. I need to practice the song for the perfect enunciation. I may sound good but I can kill the song if I dun pronounce the sounds and intonations correctly. And I may be singing with the keyboard cause....c'mon be frank...U seeing me singing with the guitar is pretty boring. And and and and I do not have the knowledge and sources to do all those effects and u know...special stuffs. T.T...But it is my passion for music. So I just keep on singing.

This are some of the youtube singers that are good. Sam Tsui AJ Rafael Alyssa Bernal Gabe Bondoc Kevin Bazinet Tyler Wards Joseph Vincent David Choi Mia Rose Victor Kim Passion. These are the few our of the millions I know. They inspire me.

Well I am a Chinese and I am proud of it. I am a Malaysian and I am happy to be one. But...I am as the Asians in Malaysia would say...Banana. Well for those who do not know what a " Banana " means in my dictionary...It means that I am a Chinese who doesn't speak mandarin. Their mother language. Seriously...It is disappointing and embarrassing for me. I started picking up this language when I was 13 now I am going to be 17 and I am considered...still not okay. My friends understand me but my my intonations and enunciation sucks. Learning here. So I decided I'll be taking Chinese lessons when I go to the University. I regretted not learning this language. Seriously, it could give you leverage. serious leverage. And recently my friends got me learning Chinese songs, yea. So I am trying to place every interest I got in Chinese. You know...Build that passion. After my final exams SPM my class would be having a trip. And they would make one day Chinese day for me. Th...

Ok so logically, it seems the exclamation sign ' ! ' can attract readers. Ok my topic today is, people. Throughout my life, I had seen, talked, walked, and experience many kinds of people. The kind, the hardy, to polite, the selfish, the fun, the sad, the sanguine, the choleric,the melancholy, phlegmatic, and so much more. I came to a conclusion...that so far...for me...the hardest person to be around with are these kind of people...er...They are hard hearted, egoistic , arrogant , sensitive and temperamental. Why? Hard hearted person is a stubborn person. He closes himself and confines only to himself. He does not listen. So it is hard to get through him. Not only hard...He does not want to be get through. Egoistic. A deadly killer personality. It takes a lot of humility to admit that he is wrong and that is a person I salute. But a bruised ego...If one cannot take it, he becomes offended and thus the " sensitive " part of him appears. Showing a sad look, t...

That's right, I ain't gonna talk about the exams. Instead...what has the exams caused me. People know me to be soulful and cheerful but lately, ( beginning from a week before the exams) I became less lively and tired. I became down. But i managed to put a mask on so people would not notice. I am fine, don't get me wrong. Just so tired of everything. Had no feeling. I felt dead. I know i will get out of this bad feeling. The crappy thing out of this tiredness every other bad thing surfaced out of me. sucks. It is normal i guess. Honestly, right now although I will never ever do it i feel like going to the top of the mountain peak and just jump down. Feel that rush of the wind. And then hopefully wake up and find out it is just a dream.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zU6w01y2ho Here is the link to my new song...out on youtube. Go watch. You know next time i better sing famous songs to get more views instead of writing songs. So it is call When She Smiles...and okay I'll list it as my third single after " My Precious " and " You said ". After SPM I plan to write Christian songs. I figured God gave me this gift to write songs for him. Here are the lyrics... Every time she breaths, it is her that I just need, Oh Why? Every time she sings, I go blank and I day dream, Oh Why? And Baby its not fair, to see you standing here not there. Cause all I do is see can't touch You look so beautiful to me... (Chorus) OOOH What I see ain't no illusion, I'm in love with that girl when she smiles(and) OOOH like Romeo and Juliet, she held me on my hands for awhile, Cause when He feels is what I feel now, Oh right now, ow, ow, ooO When she smiles. Like fire like static, it just surges right ...

Some of you misunderstood when we said " Sis Shirley". It does not mean my sister. It is how we called the women in our church. So the youth had an activity today. Which is to jog at Bukit Cina. Here is us waiting for the others to come. Yeah it was hell of a jam...Raya HOlidays. This was Eric...trying to avoid the cam which ended up like drumming in the air.Jogged up the hill. Fun Fun Fun. Good Exercise. Had dinner. Then went to Sis Shirley's home where the secret party began. We took out the card and the cake ( which we specially baked...Stewyllric Chocolate Special) which surprised her. So this is the Happy birthday Girl...I mean lady XD. It was fun. Here is the video.

So okay, three musically incline teenagers went out to Jusco to buy ingredients to bake a cake yesterday. One teen named Steward suggested...no insisted to bake a cake for our dear Sis Shirley from church. He wanted it so badly and we agreed...in the end/eventually. So today we baked it. Haha funny. Why? First time, many mistakes. Wanted to take pictures but camera out of battery. So we charged it and this is all we got. So that was before. Looks like....I ain't gonna say it. But yeah so the problems... Sifting the flour...the sifter like fell apart i guess. The flour was all over( small amount) had to redo. Forgot to beat the eggs. Forgot to grease the pan. I better stop telling the probs or you'll get scared. We had fun. Laughing. Then while baking, we had a jamming session. PLayed our guitars and sang out in the open. had lunch at the expensive Uncle and Aunty. So my dearest mum came home...helped us...and now it looks like this Nice huh. Hope it taste as well as it loo...

Well my new song is done called " When She Smile ". I do not know when I'll be posting the video..probably this Saturday maybe after my trials...er maybe I still need a few more reviews on my song before posting it too. XD but i like the song myself.

Well today you are going to hear a simple theory on racism from a 17 year old "soon to be in one more month" student on racism. Racism is certainly something really unpleasant that hurts not only you but the whole community. It is seriously a poison which people use although they know the outcome would be bad all because they were mad. Here is another thing. I think racism exist only in a small fraction in my country. But everyone of us feel it making us uneasy. And " racism " mostly come from political minds. Political minds do not need to come from government servants. Anybody can be political minded. College students, some old farmer who reads newspaper or an old grandfather who watches the news daily without missing a thing. Er and somehow when one race brings up a sensitive issue, we somehow( We as in the whole nation) gets entangled in it. And the issues influence many people creating hate in the atmosphere. Why must the word 'racist' exist???...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZZ-kSwuv54 so this is the link to the performance for pn.lim's birhtday. Pictures in facebook. Really awesome. So today I played the guitar for the church on Sunday for the first time. This is a short scene... Eric : Are you nervous? Edd: nah, Bible tells us not to worry. Eric: Ok Good. Edd: Can I do it? ...Eric: Yes you can! ( After 5 seconds) Edd: Eric...Yes I am nervous.... Eric: LoL! Bye~~~

So what does ' LoL ' mean? It means Laugh Out Loud ( LoL )...nowadays people use this word so common in everyday "speeches", smses, and MSN. Has the word lol lost its significance? I have observed that even I some...most of the time would just lol at anything. E.g, " I haven't had my lunch " reply is "lol" or " darn you for..." reply " lol". Laugh out Loud for simple things like this? And when It is really funny the will put the acronym like this LOL!!!!!! And that is understood to be funny. A simple small lol means that oh I hear you, i'm smiling. Only with the hit on the CAPS LOCK key is where the lol shows its real meaning. Not saying that it is wrong....Just stating the obvious.

Wow either you will be grateful or bored that I am so regular on my blog. XP. So today we celebrated our math teacher Pn. Lim Lay Yuen's birthday. Well It was really fun. But lets diverge from the story a little for a moment. So morning, we had two periods of PJ....Awesome. Ok back to the story again XD. We made her a bouquet of roses...oh did I say roses? I meant, PAPER ROSES of different colours and paper lollipops around it. Yeah I know, I am the " SIFU " for the rose thingy. I thought them how to make....well that is enough of me. Lets get back to the story. So preparing preparing...ordered pizza....Shift tables....teacher walks in. A sketch was in session. A short story on her life, where this time the female actor was a guy. He wore a skirt. Funny. A really hilarious sketch. Then presents were given, a big birthday card, special homecooked food made for teacher by Ying Jie. No pictures to post yet. but there were tons. Will post on my next post hehehe. Th...

I want someone to love me....Who I am. Nick Jonas single ' who I am '. So recently I decided what I wanted to be for the future. Last time when I was so uncertain I would hit myself on the wall and worry. But it seemed that almost everyone had the same problem. I am happy That GOD ( god god god god, the echo of the almighty) gave me a quick answer. =.= Well I hope the answer was from him. Well He knows me XP. I am a guy who values relationship and loves to love people. Yeah for those readers who did not know, I live a life of love. Everything..looooove.... so, I was on the path of psychology. I was sure of it. Having to know tat clinical psychology.....ah not so good here in Malaysia( I think ) and psychology in business....the word " business " just take away my mood. Counseling...Not what I had in mind. And the word came to me on the interenet...Marriage/ Family therapist. Cool huh. Ain't much but it is something that I would love to do. I mean hel...

Well.....=.= i always like to start off my sentence with a well. Well recently one of my rabbi lend this book to me called personality plus. wow I learned quite a lot on how different people can be and how they are and how accurate the friggin' book is. So I took the test, our of the four characters the highest score was on a temperament called " PoPular Sanguine ". but honestly when I took the test , I was pretty holistic. I am not bragging here but the test results were pretty close. I could conclude myself with this: I AM A POPULAR SANGUINE AND A PEACEFUL PHLEGMATIC PERSON . Come to think of it, I think it is an awesome combination of personalities. Well I am lazy to give you the details here, check it out yourself. XP. The other two personalities were Powerful Choleric and Perfect Melancholy( Perfectionist) After reading, perfectionist is in need of a change as well as powerful choleric. Ok Ok I am done. Not speaking ain't no more. catch you next time readers....

In the end we are all just humans. I can be as honest as i can be but there are still parts that I do not share. I lie to myself and I convince myself that I'm fine. In the process of lying to myself, I lie to my friends also. It is what It is.

August 26th of the year 2010. It was morning, for some, their hearts cried from the inside out for sitting in the hot Sun and for some, excitement burst from their smile because they were going to perform. I was one of the ones that were to perform. My group " The GEL " ( don't ask why we got that name ) wore our pink class shirt and jeans. Preparing to perform for Miss Yeow's retirement event. It was promising to be great on this auspicious event minus the Yellow Sun of course that scorched some people. Oh I pray the applied sun block. Speeches were given, more speeches, then prizes. Then the moment of truth came. Our performances. Some were nervous until the teacher gave up on motivating him, some were excited. So we our group was the fourth to perform. There was singing, dancing, and music. Music? I mean a boy playing a saxophone which could sweep a girls feet away. Anyway, The GEL had four performances. Let me list them sing an ORIgINaL song, sing 'Its ...

I am not sure whether I have written about honesty but here goes. Honesty and trust are one of the values I take seriously and at heart. I think I learn to value these virtues through my life experiences. Well i ain't gonna share with you those experiences XP...Deal with it! Lol. So I agree with the saying " honesty is the best policy ". First , from what I see, honesty can bring you far. When one is honest, he is open, he is true to....alright he/she is true to his/herself ( this is gruesome...lets stick to 'he'). Okay be wise, we all be open at a certain stage. Not fully open where every family secrets of yours are blotted out. But being true to yourself, being truthful. That is what people like. And when one is honest, friends, family , around you will also open up to you. They feel very at ease when talking with you. They feel comfortable as you are an open book. That is why honesty can get you far. Darn the words aren't coming out really full here. E...

Friends, ah one of the essentials in life. Sayings from the movies like " Friends help friends make their dreams come true " , or " True friends stick with you till the end ". Well friends make up of many aspects. It is usually rare to find a holistic friend. A perfect one. Each and everyone has a weakness in friendship but usually they always have more to contribute. Why I am sharing with you this? Well first of all, I am a very blessed guy. Though I may live my life as a normal kid, I always take it I am ten times more blessed than the person around me. As a Christian, I hold on to these words which are " Depend on the Lord totally ", " The joy of the Lord is my strength " , and " The Lord is my Jehova Jireh my provider ". Well there are more but I think this is my top 3. One of my blessing are having great friends around me. I truly have friends where you can depend on. Friends who give advice, constructive criticism , ...

Like how we watch on the television, where little brothers irritate their big sister/brother and vice versa. Well not all of them are true but statistics show that it is...=.= what am I saying? Anyway, since I usually see the little ones bullying their elder brothers/sister, when I see two siblings get along, maybe in a supermarket, on the street, wherever, I am just touched. Because I see it as such a precious bond that cannot be broken. But those who do not usually get along, well, to my observation, it is nobody's fault here. I know, used to be the little one and I have an elder brother by 11 years. So why we always get on our sibling's nerves? You see what we seek is for our brother/sister to entertain us, play with us, talk with us and when they do not we mess with them till we get their attention. The elder ones usually get mad but to the " young-lings " , they feel it is worth it. That is why and that is what I think the reason is. It is normal, not t...

Problems come but I seem so calm on the outside. I know somehow deep deep down inside of me, there is this one Eddryll who wants to throw pillows at walls, shout till neighbors wake up, scream(like a man) till babies cry. But someone told me before that I am too kind and people take my kindness for granted. I used to think really? Found sometimes there are some who do. But I'm cool. More people appreciate it rather than take it for granted ^^. Right now, The Christian Fellowship Club shirt was suppose to be ready today but haiz the man forgot and said the factory is slow. I know all to well their tactics. To act innocent, and give a reason. =.= yeah I am not fooled, but i'm kind. Next, I am trying to finish this song of mine. The lyrics are fine but the melody just doesn't come out right. I know I'll finish it but now it feels like I am at the end of the Grand Canyon and I can't take a step further. Then there is this part of me who wants to forget some thin...

Well today we finally got PJ again. I mean all this while when it came to Friday it would be raining. So someone from 5 sc2 said " Dun worry, last Wednesday we all Kunci HUjan" Lol. Though the morning sky roared with lightning. My friends were cursing in their hearts saying the rain would come. I comforted them asking them to be patient and that rain would not come. Well it did not. So played football and scored a goal. Yeah! And after so long , well , our stamina, you could say was like a grandpa doing tai chi and get tired. The during Siviks period something happened...Er Actually I dun have the clear picture so I am blur. I know some people me Blur King cause It is like I am always missing something or am the last person to find out. So our siviks teacher was saying something that got the class excited. To their ears was something interesting but the my ears was mumbling cause I was not paying much attention fantasizing about something I guess. So all of a sudden ...

Well of course Television, radio , computer , I-touch? All have upgraded our lives immensely. But like two sides of a coin, the mass media brings its own sauce into the world. The sauce that taste good but having too much can make you sick. You need to eat at the right time, when and where.Well recently I have observed the shows on television and seriously...I am so against what they teach. So...for instances, this show...Well I am a big fan of this show. SERIOUS! But one particular episode i watched last week made me...Kinda mad I guess? The episode was on " Open Marriage " I was like..." What The Fried Chicken?! " ...Their lines " I love my husband but we have open marriage ". Making the world think that it is Okay to have one. For those who do not know, it means married but CHEATING IN FRONT OF your spouse. Openly without secrets and you can have one husband, many boyfriends or vice versa.NO! It is wrong! A marriage is suppose to be a holy covenant bet...

Love, one of the widest topics, or is it the widest of all? some people see it as a cruel feeling most people refer to it as wonderland. Now the words " I Love You " becomes a common word so much so that women have lost their security to it. This word is so commonly used now that it's sincerity has been sucked out of it year by year. Youngsters telling their girlfriends " I Love You " . But in fact they are only having puppy love. True love is sacrifice, it is selfless not selfish it is tolerance to the other person. All those lovey dovey thing kissing, cuddling , hugging , is just at the surface of love. Love goes way deeper than that. If you love the person, you would love her for who she is. You would love the real her because you just do. " I Love You " has lost its credibility over the years. They say it for fun then few weeks later they break up. Sounds so pathetic. And when a boy says I love you, their friends would think impossible he ...

This is a song from the Disney movie Starstruck. Did not see the movie yet but the songs are awesome! And This is one of the songs. I envy them so much for thinking of this kind of lyrics. I wish I could have composed it myself T.T. But what is done is done. When my voice is back I'm going to cover two songs (i'll try). One of them is this HERO and another What You Mean To Me. I'm no superman I can´t take your hand and fly you anywhere you wanna go, yeah I can´t read your mind like a billboard sign and tell you everything you wanna hear but, I'll be your hero coz I, I can be everything you need if your the one for me, like gravity I'll be unstoppable I, yeah I believe in destiny, I maybe be an ordinary guy with heart and soul but if your the one for me,then I'll be your hero (could you be the one x2 could you be the one for me) I'll be your hero (could you be the one x2 could you be the one for me) Serching high and low trying every row, if I see your face I...

Well I do not know myself fully but one thing for sure is that I love performing... Performing in any way, singing, dancing , acting , joking , entertainment in almost every section. Just last Saturday I sang an ORIGINAL song for my grandmother called my precious .Well It went quite well except I forgot the lyrics in one part. Ah I felt the joy in singing. Today I participated in HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL MY SCHOOL ROCKS 2010 from Disney Channel and WOOOO had a lot of fun. We dance great though at one part my timing was off...Sorry Guyz...and Gals....But all in all WOOOHOO! So we did good but did not win cause there was another team that did....AWE..wait for it...wait for it...AWESOME! They were from an arts school called SENI MALAYSIA i think. I was like duh sure they would win...They are somewhat, professionals. Not only that... Three teams in their school took part and they took the second and first place...Go figure. It seemed that the previous winner was also from that same ...

Well lets see. Our youth camp was at this house... And Lets summarize it first...It was a blast. To have fellowship with friends. We learned a lot on not being 'Lost' and being God's success story. So our camp was as this house as I was saying. A beautiful two story house, very clean. On the first day, we came at 2.30. Er later that day was treasure hunt. I was appointed as the leader...But we did not win the hunt, the other group did which was fine, it was fun running all around the Hutan Rekreasi. Then came back and mandi and makan. Then we came to the most dreadful part for the youth but somewhat my favorite part. Learning how to make a rose. Well my favorite cause I was teaching them, hehehehe. It was hard but had fun cause the end results was worth it. Hello, it is a rose... So then we slept before that I ahd a jaming session with my friend eric disturbing everyone else till 12 am. I found out the next morning that only three people managed to get some rest while othe...

I think putting the exclamation mark would always catch people's attention. So today, suddenly I had the urge of sharing to you guys....and gals about men. Men can either be a woman's protector and refuge or your worst nightmare. Lately, it is leaning on your worst nightmare. Men have been cheating, having mistresses, smacking their wives, and heck much more that men are capable of and that my mind cannot imagine anything else inhumane. News around me saying the wife left him cause he was cheating, another story goes says that a little boy raped an older girl. It saddens me to see the condition of men now. Sure men have those sexual temptations but man?! We were born to no only have those but to be able to control them. Men these days just do not want to control it cause it is satisfying for them. I promise to never be like any one of them. Even television shows how man can be violent. Man I hope the men who read this do not come after me XP. Heck Even in novels for examp...

Haha actually nothing is wrong. That headline is too attract readers..Gotcha. well What can I say today. Today I skipped school ( cause I am sick) duh and I am barely studying chemistry and the exam is tomorrow. Exams....Why? It stresses me out hearing that word. It is like a nightmare but we really experience it. Ok Ok that is not the real topic. Just want to give a statement ( not true or false, just yours and mine). It is not true when people say, "ah she is ugly", "he is fat" , and what not. It is wrong! you're wrong! Hey I used the headlines after all. Anyway... It goes with the saying " One mans meat is another mans poison". This particular girl may look less attractive to you but in the eyes of another boy...sorry man( I'm still a teenager forgive me if I use wrong terms), they look hot like chili peppers under the Sun. Same goes with boys. And usually looks do not really help in the end. Looks are like a starting point for everybody, a h...

Well busy busy for exam week. Studying ain't my forte dude. Man how I see that studying is just so boring. I have no passion...Which makes it harder to be hardworking. After the exam I'll be busier. I'll have the NIE mini magazine thingy which I'll try my best to win to get that 100k scholarship. Wooot. And I'll need to help out in a performance for the scouts camp fire. Not only that I'll have to practice for my dancing competition not to forget compose a song for my grandmothers birthday. So what can I say, I had good results for history, BM duno, English, I had fun doing it. Sciences subjects....Don't even mention it =.=. Well during teachers day I decided not to bring my guitar thinking that it would be a drag to bring it around. So my class had a small party for the teachers and it was really fun.Lol I ended up dancing for a teacher. Hey hey it is not a lap dance XP, it was a dance to a lady gaga song. Never would I thought I would dance to a song of...

Man. I am so disappointed in you. After everything we've been through. You can't remain.....never mind . it is infuriating to hear this news about you. And you rarely see me angry. Seriously....Rarely.

You know sometimes it is so sad to see disabled children being left. Not only that, sometimes left alone to solely to die. It is just so disheartening to see parents giving that despise look at their down syndrome Kid or their baby without limbs. There is a story of this boy in China who could not walk ( if i am not mistaken)and is on a wheel chair who graduated from his university and has a gift for graphic designing. He is successful but there is a story behind him. He could still vividly remember that when he was 4 years old his mother and brother left him. They just drove away and never came back. And heck ya that really sucks. To feel so rejected. Left him feeling despondent and asking himself why does he have to suffer?! Why was he even born if he were to get this kind of treatment?! But people took him in in the end I suppose but that feeling will always be there like a healed scar that stays. I mean, why are some parents this way? What is the point if God has appointed parents ...

Make a wave s such an inspirational song. Inspire lives to those who listen to this song I pray. Song sung by demi lavato and joe jonas. They say the beat of a butterflies wings can set off a storm the world away what if the ride in the smallest of things can power the strongest hurricane what if it all begins inside we hold the key that turns the tide CHORUS just a pebble in the water ooh can set the sea in motion ooh a simple act of kindness ohh can stir the widest ocean if we show a little love heaven knows what we could change oh yeah so throw a pebble in the water and make a wave make a wave VERSE 2 the single joys to take a stand please touch your hand with someone in need (help somebody) don't pull yourself and say you can't you never know what can grow from just one seed yeahhh so come with me and seize the day this world may never be the same CHORUS BRIDGE make a wave yea yea yea yea yeahhh (show me all the love for the seasoning) make me a wave (make a wave yeahh) (sh...

Hey now, I meant what I said about the statement " Purple Roses is what I do". Heck some of you even saw me do it. But I bet you all are asking, huh? Purple roses? Well look above again and just admire this art, this origami. Ain't that just beautiful? It is a very useful skill to woo the girls to your path or as in my case, the girl. First,why a purple rose is much better than a fresh red rose? It is right in front of you... Do you get purple roses on earth? NO! So its uniqueness wins the red rose which you can buy from a florist. Second it is made out of paper. Dude! It is a rose that last forever! unlike the real ones that will wither sooner or later. Ding ding, two points for the purple rose. You can use pick up lines like, as long as this rose lives, so will my love for you....BAMMM its so true as the rose will never die or I would say, cannot die. hhahahaha. Thirdly, It would come in handy if the girls favorite colour is purple. Strike three!!! The Red Ros...

When I said 29/4/10 is the worse day...Actually it is not. It was just a random bad day. But the moment I found out i got the wrong book ( yeah tat was really bad similar to what u read in my blogs) So readers, let me clarify...It was just a normal day but that feeling in the bus should be my worse feeling. People come and tell me " Man a happy guy like you to get upset is very rare!" Well I would go" yeah...". So this is the turning point where (dy/dx = 0). So today...Sunday, 1st May, Church day... My friend, Eric he was sitting in front, he turned around and showed me a thumbs up and using his hands to make a rectangle shape in the air similar to a book. He nodded his head. As I read his lips, he said " I can Buy your book". My heart was racing, I felt like leaping for joy ( but i was in church so i did not) XP. So I showed him a thumbs up smiling really hard. hahaha. Then we made the transaction. Then later today, my, you can say 'sister...

Oh as you may know previously I blogged about me getting the last Percy Jackson book. And you all would be expecting me to tell you right now that I bought the book when my school and a ' lawatan sambil belajar, sambil shopping ' to Sunway. You might think I would be jumping for joy, hugging around. Ha....Ha Ha Ha....Haaaaaa Quite the contrary. First on our way to Sunway, the bus broke down...Had to wait at Alor Gajah for another bus to pick us up. "Well fine" I thought mistakes happen. So I tolerated. The we went to Sunway University and we were way back schedule and we could not do much there. Yippie! Another plan looking forward to that went 'KABULNKKK!'. Again I said it was fine because all I was or can look forward to is buying the Percy Jackson last book ' Last Olympian ' in Sunway. So when the visiting was over it was what the girls would say " SHOPPING! ". Ha......Ha Ha Ha...HAAAA! Went to Popular, ask the facilitators the...

Haiz, what a total rush of adrenalin for nothing. Here is my tragedy for the day. During recess i was eating my peanut butter and jelly sandwich and after finishing it, I thought, " Hey? i should go to the library and see whether or not the book I have been longing to find is there" So step by step i went up the library staircase, being watched by the CCTV. Calm and collected, I passed by people. Get in the Archive Books...I saw my good friend Steward.. I thought..." Hey? maybe he could help me find the darn Percy Jackson book" I monologued to myself. I saw him taking out a book from a certain shelf from the entrance on your left. I went to him saying " Hey, can help me find the LAst Olympian?"... He grimaced. I shuddered to think what has gone wrong. He smiled with a diabolical smile and said..." I found the book". Immediately I rushed towards him like a tiger ready for assassination. I lurched forward as he took few steps back quickly. ...

Ok When I Started reading this series... I was addicted to moment i started laughing and man It is interesting... Since I have not read the last book...The lAst Olympian, I vote this book the best percy jackson book so far for me. It is hilarious, and has a nice story flow. I feel sort of reluctant to read the last book cause after reading it, it would be the end. The end of percy jackson for me and I know it. For now there is this feeling in me that wants to keep the last book story a mystery to me so that the feel, the energy of ready the Percy Jackson series does not go away.

Today was the speech competition in conjunction to the Minggu Bahasa Inggeris. If you all must know, I had no particular interest doing this er what do you call it....Speech...Maybe that is why i think I won. Curious? Ah let me explain...My dear readers, since there was no interest in this, well I was the most relaxed person there. Well of course I memorized the speech that was 6 minutes long but that's all. I was so carefree that during the speech I was almost like...Hmmm how to put it in words...Well i was not giving a speech but doing some kind of theatrical talk...Acting maybe? With expression on my face and my relaxed state, I believe I convinced the judges that I meant every word I said which maybe entertained them a little. Yeah I am happy that i won.XD The price better not be a dictionary...I have enough of them. If so I get another dictionary, I am jinxed! Woah ain't that scary. But nah I won't be scared. It was another usual day as time passes by. Ok extra fac...

You know, technically, everything is fine...On the surface the water is at peace, underneath, the current is slow, but at the end, the water at the end seems rough. Why? It might be a waterfall. How to i avert this disaster...I must FIND OUT WHAT I WANNA BE IN THE FUTURE so i do not go into the waterfall but on another lane of river where serenity is present. I pray, for the Lord to show me what I am suppose to do. My skills are more on the performing side. I am a performer...Everyone who knows me, knows I can perform and I do it well. I entertain, I make them laugh, I make them smile, I make them happy. OH but wait...we are missing something...Oh ya, Er...I CAN"T BE A PERFORMER! To find employment, how? How am i suppose to begin? What am I suppose to do? Sponsors, time , and hey this is reality. So as from right now...all i want is to know what i want to do or wanna be. I mean a proper job. That seems to be the only problem because on the most aspects of my life...It is freaki...

Yeah, its the feeling nobody can avoid and when I said nobody...I meant NOBODY( imagine it in a loud eerie tone) Of course you all readers have heard the opportunity knocks at your door only once and if you are lucky twice but never the third(=.= although people say three is the lucky number). So just say at that moment you thought it was the right thing to do...which is to ignore or say no to that opportunity. And that opportunity is...is...it is something too good to be true and you push it away. Then days pass by, weeks, then months you go after the opportunity that just seems too late. Do you get that remorse, unable to do anything but just go with it feeling????? Malaysians would usually say the word " AAARGHHH Geram sungguh!". That's the feeling! Well this has happened to me many times and I am so frustrated of letting things that are fairytales but true in my life pass by me. Then realize that it is the best thing that has ever happened so far and go after it just ...

I do not know why but suddenly I just felt the urge to share about my family. Well I am grateful for my parents and brother. To me, they are the best that any other young kid would dream of. I would count my family as one of the best in the world. This is why, from what I have seen my family are very open with each other(before I sambung...I want to say that I am not making any comparison to other families). Every time we go out to eat, it is a sure thing that we will laugh in the car, not only laugh but laugh loudly and when we reach the destination, during eating we will also laugh. Other families will stare at us like one kind. But somehow I get eh feeling the stare at us with ease knowing that we are such a happy family. My brother and I are the main sparks of laughter. My father has his jokes from work and my mum...she is funny as she is. We share almost everything with each other. How was your day? What had happened to you? and all sorts. My parents are very sporting. They always...