Remorse

Yeah, its the feeling nobody can avoid and when I said nobody...I meant NOBODY( imagine it in a loud eerie tone)

Of course you all readers have heard the opportunity knocks at your door only once and if you are lucky twice but never the third(=.= although people say three is the lucky number). So just say at that moment you thought it was the right thing to do...which is to ignore or say no to that opportunity. And that opportunity is...is...it is something too good to be true and you push it away. Then days pass by, weeks, then months you go after the opportunity that just seems too late. Do you get that remorse, unable to do anything but just go with it feeling????? Malaysians would usually say the word " AAARGHHH Geram sungguh!". That's the feeling!

Well this has happened to me many times and I am so frustrated of letting things that are fairytales but true in my life pass by me. Then realize that it is the best thing that has ever happened so far and go after it just to find out that chance is slipping away fast.

I can never explain in detail but it just happens and life goes on. But this is what I do if this ever happens to me...I will try to fight for it again and try and try and try. yeah I have made my mistakes, now all I am asking is for the rain to come again, Even though it is for awhile, I do not mind it at all. XD (hehehe a quote from my up coming in progress song)

What I am saying to you guys is...If you ever see an opportunity think it through and please make the right choices. My life should be much more easier if I had did what I did and not do otherwise. Now I'll have to get my amour and prepare for battle in reality .......Wish me luck!!!(most probably i'll win...but the fact still stays that i let an opportunity go as it seemed right that time)

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