My Camp Cam Experience in short.


I am at a bus stop
Waiting for my transport to my next destination.
Running in my mind all the preparations.
Being all "calm" as I look at my watch and tap my feet
Breathing heavily as I clench my fist
Growling as I say "where is the bus?!" when it has only been 5 minutes.

I am at a bus stop
I come here every day,
Going back and forth using the same way
Sitting on a bench in heat at times in rain
Frustrated by the inconvenience, circumstances and delays.
Sitting down I start to pray,
With an angry heart "God where is the bus?!" I say.

I am at the bus stop
In the end I have no choice but to wait
The world does not revolve around me since GOOOOD is sovereign =/
Suddenly I heard it loud and clear,
PAUSE...A voice I heard
"Stay silent, stay still, and draw near"
What do you mean?! It's hot, I'm sweating, looking at my watch I can't just be waiting.
"PAUSE...and trust me, just look at what you're missing.

I am at the bus stop
I take deep breaths and clam my heartbeat
To my surprise I could see and hear God speaking.
Through the trees that sway, through the falling rain,
Through the birds in the sky and animals crossing the lanes.
Then suddenly it finally hit me, all this while at the bus stop,
Why God had me waiting.
To pause, and listen with my eyes, ears and heart to the King.

I am at the bus stop
Waiting for my transport to my next destination.
This time relaxed without my feet tapping.
With excitement and joy that God has got me waiting.
For this time I pause, your servant is finally listening.
Listening to my Father, my God, ministering.
I then get on the bus feeling all new and refreshing,
as my heart rejoices and sings to Jesus Christ
The prophet, the priest, the king. 

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

My Testimony(My Grandmother)

So lately I haven't been updating my blog. I'll tell you why now. After my finals, I had to go to Penang, to visit my ill grandmother. My mother was pestering me and my brother to hurry back afraid she would not make it. My friends could see it in my face that I was troubled. So I did go to Penang with my friends on one Sunday morning. BTW, my grandmother suffered from cancer of the pancreas. Seeing my grandmother... I was in shock, she was so frail and thin. I ask her how was she and she replied " What do you think?" . I said " You look, very thin grandma" and she nodded. She was really weak. The next day she could not speak at all. She had no energy to open her eyes or even utter a word, just moan. My mother was taking care of her for the pass three weeks. I came and helped her out. My mum was teaching me how to take care of her and asked me to do it. Amazingly my grandmother was recovering. The next day she could talk. After that she could read the new...
Read more

Relationships are worth restoring

Just to be clear, when I said relationships I did not limit myself to just boyfriend/girlfriend but to every kind of possible relationships in this world. Relationships are always worth restoring. They are what matters most in life. Relationship with God,friends, siblings, with your boss, parents, soul mate, wife, children, etc. They build bridges between each other. If your live as a hermit, live within the shadows, think your are better off alone, then you wont grow. We can only grow in a community where we learn from our mistakes, humble ourselves,....wait getting off point here. Life is all about love. Love is the most powerful thing. We should learn how to love . For me, I would like to be in the ministry of restoring relationships. For those who do not know what ministry means, it means some kind of governing body or main focus in a job. For this case, governing body for restoring relationships. They are worth restoring because every relationship hold opportunities in greatness...
Read more

Be silent, and listen

What does it mean to wait, be silent , and listen?   Before I begin, I also be silent and think, whether this would bore you readers .....and then I continue XP  The words silent and listen are usually used in a parallel manner if you noticed. Doing these three things needs patience. There is always a time to be silent and a time to speak . One cannot listen if they are not silent. Sometimes, wisdom does not come from telling people what you know, showing them you are right, proving them wrong, later on to feel all high and mighty. Sometimes wisdom also means to be silent, hear them out, listen to all their wrongs and rights and taking it in. The right time will come to say the right words. Ever heard of.. ." It was the right thing to say, but wrong time to do it"? Yeah it is as you have read it. One can cause unfavourable damage if they keep speaking but on the other hand, one can lose opportunities when they become silent at times when they are needed to be heard. ...
Read more