Malaysian Christian Writes

My exams are over...for now till the real SPM comes. I ain't gonna talk about how hard the paper was....Okay it was the hardest add-math paper I have ever encountered. Blah. Right now I feel like I just coughed up the last gulp of sea water after my friends have helped pumping my water-filled chest. I am ALIVE....but still in weak condition. Girls and Boys...That is what exam can do to you...Well at least that was what it did to me. I am going to study really hard this time. Make sure I get all A's. Lord I pray you guide me along the way.

Well...Liverpool was once known as the giants of the premier league. Now, it has sunken to the bottom half of the charts. They were once feared, and Manchester United would always get nervous when going against them. What went wrong? Well my theory is, that Almost the whole front line of Liverpool football players has been changed. So some do not know each other well, and most do not know how the others play. Tactics, styles, strategies. Each player knows how to play well but together, they don't mash up like do need to. So they need to play together more often. The morale booster in the team is definitely Gerrard Steven. The legendary midfielder. Specialty, score from a far range. Has A killer shot and can defend well as well. He has great stamina to run the whole field and is the heartbeat of the club. This is just one bad season for them. But I am sure they'll be back on their feet strong and tough as ever once they get the team to be one.

I am thinking of putting a Chinese song cover on Youtube. Phew. I need to practice the song for the perfect enunciation. I may sound good but I can kill the song if I dun pronounce the sounds and intonations correctly. And I may be singing with the keyboard cause....c'mon be frank...U seeing me singing with the guitar is pretty boring. And and and and I do not have the knowledge and sources to do all those effects and u know...special stuffs. T.T...But it is my passion for music. So I just keep on singing.

This are some of the youtube singers that are good. Sam Tsui AJ Rafael Alyssa Bernal Gabe Bondoc Kevin Bazinet Tyler Wards Joseph Vincent David Choi Mia Rose Victor Kim Passion. These are the few our of the millions I know. They inspire me.

Well I am a Chinese and I am proud of it. I am a Malaysian and I am happy to be one. But...I am as the Asians in Malaysia would say...Banana. Well for those who do not know what a " Banana " means in my dictionary...It means that I am a Chinese who doesn't speak mandarin. Their mother language. Seriously...It is disappointing and embarrassing for me. I started picking up this language when I was 13 now I am going to be 17 and I am considered...still not okay. My friends understand me but my my intonations and enunciation sucks. Learning here. So I decided I'll be taking Chinese lessons when I go to the University. I regretted not learning this language. Seriously, it could give you leverage. serious leverage. And recently my friends got me learning Chinese songs, yea. So I am trying to place every interest I got in Chinese. You know...Build that passion. After my final exams SPM my class would be having a trip. And they would make one day Chinese day for me. Th...

Ok so logically, it seems the exclamation sign ' ! ' can attract readers. Ok my topic today is, people. Throughout my life, I had seen, talked, walked, and experience many kinds of people. The kind, the hardy, to polite, the selfish, the fun, the sad, the sanguine, the choleric,the melancholy, phlegmatic, and so much more. I came to a conclusion...that so far...for me...the hardest person to be around with are these kind of people...er...They are hard hearted, egoistic , arrogant , sensitive and temperamental. Why? Hard hearted person is a stubborn person. He closes himself and confines only to himself. He does not listen. So it is hard to get through him. Not only hard...He does not want to be get through. Egoistic. A deadly killer personality. It takes a lot of humility to admit that he is wrong and that is a person I salute. But a bruised ego...If one cannot take it, he becomes offended and thus the " sensitive " part of him appears. Showing a sad look, t...

That's right, I ain't gonna talk about the exams. Instead...what has the exams caused me. People know me to be soulful and cheerful but lately, ( beginning from a week before the exams) I became less lively and tired. I became down. But i managed to put a mask on so people would not notice. I am fine, don't get me wrong. Just so tired of everything. Had no feeling. I felt dead. I know i will get out of this bad feeling. The crappy thing out of this tiredness every other bad thing surfaced out of me. sucks. It is normal i guess. Honestly, right now although I will never ever do it i feel like going to the top of the mountain peak and just jump down. Feel that rush of the wind. And then hopefully wake up and find out it is just a dream.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zU6w01y2ho Here is the link to my new song...out on youtube. Go watch. You know next time i better sing famous songs to get more views instead of writing songs. So it is call When She Smiles...and okay I'll list it as my third single after " My Precious " and " You said ". After SPM I plan to write Christian songs. I figured God gave me this gift to write songs for him. Here are the lyrics... Every time she breaths, it is her that I just need, Oh Why? Every time she sings, I go blank and I day dream, Oh Why? And Baby its not fair, to see you standing here not there. Cause all I do is see can't touch You look so beautiful to me... (Chorus) OOOH What I see ain't no illusion, I'm in love with that girl when she smiles(and) OOOH like Romeo and Juliet, she held me on my hands for awhile, Cause when He feels is what I feel now, Oh right now, ow, ow, ooO When she smiles. Like fire like static, it just surges right ...

Some of you misunderstood when we said " Sis Shirley". It does not mean my sister. It is how we called the women in our church. So the youth had an activity today. Which is to jog at Bukit Cina. Here is us waiting for the others to come. Yeah it was hell of a jam...Raya HOlidays. This was Eric...trying to avoid the cam which ended up like drumming in the air.Jogged up the hill. Fun Fun Fun. Good Exercise. Had dinner. Then went to Sis Shirley's home where the secret party began. We took out the card and the cake ( which we specially baked...Stewyllric Chocolate Special) which surprised her. So this is the Happy birthday Girl...I mean lady XD. It was fun. Here is the video.

So okay, three musically incline teenagers went out to Jusco to buy ingredients to bake a cake yesterday. One teen named Steward suggested...no insisted to bake a cake for our dear Sis Shirley from church. He wanted it so badly and we agreed...in the end/eventually. So today we baked it. Haha funny. Why? First time, many mistakes. Wanted to take pictures but camera out of battery. So we charged it and this is all we got. So that was before. Looks like....I ain't gonna say it. But yeah so the problems... Sifting the flour...the sifter like fell apart i guess. The flour was all over( small amount) had to redo. Forgot to beat the eggs. Forgot to grease the pan. I better stop telling the probs or you'll get scared. We had fun. Laughing. Then while baking, we had a jamming session. PLayed our guitars and sang out in the open. had lunch at the expensive Uncle and Aunty. So my dearest mum came home...helped us...and now it looks like this Nice huh. Hope it taste as well as it loo...

Well my new song is done called " When She Smile ". I do not know when I'll be posting the video..probably this Saturday maybe after my trials...er maybe I still need a few more reviews on my song before posting it too. XD but i like the song myself.

Well today you are going to hear a simple theory on racism from a 17 year old "soon to be in one more month" student on racism. Racism is certainly something really unpleasant that hurts not only you but the whole community. It is seriously a poison which people use although they know the outcome would be bad all because they were mad. Here is another thing. I think racism exist only in a small fraction in my country. But everyone of us feel it making us uneasy. And " racism " mostly come from political minds. Political minds do not need to come from government servants. Anybody can be political minded. College students, some old farmer who reads newspaper or an old grandfather who watches the news daily without missing a thing. Er and somehow when one race brings up a sensitive issue, we somehow( We as in the whole nation) gets entangled in it. And the issues influence many people creating hate in the atmosphere. Why must the word 'racist' exist???...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZZ-kSwuv54 so this is the link to the performance for pn.lim's birhtday. Pictures in facebook. Really awesome. So today I played the guitar for the church on Sunday for the first time. This is a short scene... Eric : Are you nervous? Edd: nah, Bible tells us not to worry. Eric: Ok Good. Edd: Can I do it? ...Eric: Yes you can! ( After 5 seconds) Edd: Eric...Yes I am nervous.... Eric: LoL! Bye~~~

So what does ' LoL ' mean? It means Laugh Out Loud ( LoL )...nowadays people use this word so common in everyday "speeches", smses, and MSN. Has the word lol lost its significance? I have observed that even I some...most of the time would just lol at anything. E.g, " I haven't had my lunch " reply is "lol" or " darn you for..." reply " lol". Laugh out Loud for simple things like this? And when It is really funny the will put the acronym like this LOL!!!!!! And that is understood to be funny. A simple small lol means that oh I hear you, i'm smiling. Only with the hit on the CAPS LOCK key is where the lol shows its real meaning. Not saying that it is wrong....Just stating the obvious.

Wow either you will be grateful or bored that I am so regular on my blog. XP. So today we celebrated our math teacher Pn. Lim Lay Yuen's birthday. Well It was really fun. But lets diverge from the story a little for a moment. So morning, we had two periods of PJ....Awesome. Ok back to the story again XD. We made her a bouquet of roses...oh did I say roses? I meant, PAPER ROSES of different colours and paper lollipops around it. Yeah I know, I am the " SIFU " for the rose thingy. I thought them how to make....well that is enough of me. Lets get back to the story. So preparing preparing...ordered pizza....Shift tables....teacher walks in. A sketch was in session. A short story on her life, where this time the female actor was a guy. He wore a skirt. Funny. A really hilarious sketch. Then presents were given, a big birthday card, special homecooked food made for teacher by Ying Jie. No pictures to post yet. but there were tons. Will post on my next post hehehe. Th...

I want someone to love me....Who I am. Nick Jonas single ' who I am '. So recently I decided what I wanted to be for the future. Last time when I was so uncertain I would hit myself on the wall and worry. But it seemed that almost everyone had the same problem. I am happy That GOD ( god god god god, the echo of the almighty) gave me a quick answer. =.= Well I hope the answer was from him. Well He knows me XP. I am a guy who values relationship and loves to love people. Yeah for those readers who did not know, I live a life of love. Everything..looooove.... so, I was on the path of psychology. I was sure of it. Having to know tat clinical psychology.....ah not so good here in Malaysia( I think ) and psychology in business....the word " business " just take away my mood. Counseling...Not what I had in mind. And the word came to me on the interenet...Marriage/ Family therapist. Cool huh. Ain't much but it is something that I would love to do. I mean hel...