Malaysian Christian Writes

When the light touches the horizon at dawn, It brings a sense of serenity and then you remember that oh you're in class waiting for the next ton of homework. And when you receive them, there is nothing much you can do. Moan and sigh is the only thing possible. You're not God who can change the future. I am so darn tired that my hand hurts typing this blog. I am suppose to be doing my homework now but I know all too well that continuing this homework of mine would be suicidal. I need to rest. cause.... Today 23/1/10 on a Saturday, was a school replacement for CNY. And ok went to school. HOMEWORK, came and then rushed to tuition at 1 till 3 and reached home at 3.30. At tuition I was yawning and my eye lids were opened half way just resting on the diameter of my eye. My head gets dizzy a little and every time my head falls, I will wake up quickly and keep nodding my head(assuming i was nodding in the sense when the teacher is teaching I understand) to avoid embarassment. Su...

Sorry to say... But the homework load is a lot. Well I have to say that maths homework is the most! Its like...inhumane. Give and give and give. Aren't you teacher tired of marking those many questions????? Well I am tired of doing the same questions over and over again. I I think I am going to confront the teacher to ask for less homework. Its a need because this is taking all my time! T.T maybe not all but i seem to be so caught up in my home(work) that I just cant have fun like i used to. Not complaining but.... well yes I am but... Its just that...that the... (sigh)* My main point is homework.... a lot. Babarambababa oh yeah ula ula baba ulala caught in a bad homework. The homework sings...."I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me(NEVER!) papa paparazzi."

Well As you all readers may have noticed, I am now in 5 science 1. Well The first week I was at the brink of death and the second week heaven was my final frontier! Alright maybe I am exaggerating to much but man! The first time in science one so you have to got to cut me some slack. I know I know my parents will go on the speech where this is the final year, the year of your future and so on. It would be much better being in science 1 since the beginning to get use to it but hey this is my first time. I wonder how do I manage my time? It also made me re-think and trace back to what most of the Ex-form 5's said. They said that form 5 was enjoyable and...Its tiring! ok its only been the second week so I should wait? Actually its the homework I can't really stand. I can tolerate others but wowweee the homework is wearing me out. But then again, Its too soon to tell. I think my transition timing should take a little longer. After all i am Eddryll Teo the teenager who can assimilat...

You are one person who has no insurance in the mouth. You talk crap, you talk bullshit things. I want you to think properly what you have done all of these years. Do not be self-righteous. No one is righteous except through God. You always rationalize to clear your conscience. When an incident happened you make the story extra juicer to make her look bad. You may lie i am not sure how you tell all those stupid stories but i know you do not tell the whole story or you make it up so much so Its not your fault. Trying to clear your name scared people think you are bad....Well you are! When you scold, you scold in private, not in front, not in public. That is why those who side you, side you blindly, side you cause they believe that dangerous mouth of yours. You know how to destroy a person's social life. We do not care! All who side you are gullible! Never use their head to think for once. After all this years your eyes are not even opened but yet so shut. Whether it is to defend you...

Well you can say form 5 life is uncertain. Now that I am trying to be certain of what I want to be, Life is not how you say fun. All my seniors who used to be form 5 said do not worry, form 5 life is the year i enjoy most and its only been a week and I am darn tired. My eyes feel like they want to dive in the ocean few Kilometers deep. Now I am doing some kind of a free lance job. Does anyone know "yahooanswers"?. Well If you all must know, I am like answering questions there. A practice for a psychologist. Hahahaha yeah. Good way to see the world and train. I come across may weird and interesting questions. In a way it is really fun to do cause when some one chooses you as the best answer, you feel appreaciated. Ok thats all, till next time.

OOOOOO yeah.....Guess what my parents gave me as a Christmas present... Fine you can't guess...Its a keyboard casio.. WOOHOOO! Happy? Duh..=.= Finally I can play XD... Too happy di.....learn all the songs I want to learn like yiruma 'kiss the rain' or 'river flows in you' or 'maybe'. Need to brush up on my piano skils though been almost a year since I played for real. I definitely am the luckiest person in the world. I prayed for a piano and waiting for almost a year and trust me it is not long I got it real quick.Thanks God thank you dad thank you family.

We'll for sure singing is definitely not my thing...Trust me it never was... For those of you who disagree...Let me put it this way, I love to sing but my voice is just an average voice. Not a voice that will have fans not a voice that will have people wanting to sign me. But for sure I love to sing no matter what. That is what I have been telling everybody, no matter how bad you are it does not matter, if u love to sing, well then sing. One things for sure that I will always write and compose songs. Maybe that will be my part time job. I have no ambition, so once I find my job I'll write songs and compose them as part time job, maybe find an agent who can get connections and see which artist would want my song. Hopefully an agent whose connection will not go only as far just Malaysia but the whole world. To bad I am only limited to malay songs and english. I'll try chinese maybe by only providing the melody. Ah a step closer to what I think I wanna be. Now my main job....W...