Malaysian Christian Writes

You are one person who has no insurance in the mouth. You talk crap, you talk bullshit things. I want you to think properly what you have done all of these years. Do not be self-righteous. No one is righteous except through God. You always rationalize to clear your conscience. When an incident happened you make the story extra juicer to make her look bad. You may lie i am not sure how you tell all those stupid stories but i know you do not tell the whole story or you make it up so much so Its not your fault. Trying to clear your name scared people think you are bad....Well you are! When you scold, you scold in private, not in front, not in public. That is why those who side you, side you blindly, side you cause they believe that dangerous mouth of yours. You know how to destroy a person's social life. We do not care! All who side you are gullible! Never use their head to think for once. After all this years your eyes are not even opened but yet so shut. Whether it is to defend you...

Well you can say form 5 life is uncertain. Now that I am trying to be certain of what I want to be, Life is not how you say fun. All my seniors who used to be form 5 said do not worry, form 5 life is the year i enjoy most and its only been a week and I am darn tired. My eyes feel like they want to dive in the ocean few Kilometers deep. Now I am doing some kind of a free lance job. Does anyone know "yahooanswers"?. Well If you all must know, I am like answering questions there. A practice for a psychologist. Hahahaha yeah. Good way to see the world and train. I come across may weird and interesting questions. In a way it is really fun to do cause when some one chooses you as the best answer, you feel appreaciated. Ok thats all, till next time.

OOOOOO yeah.....Guess what my parents gave me as a Christmas present... Fine you can't guess...Its a keyboard casio.. WOOHOOO! Happy? Duh..=.= Finally I can play XD... Too happy di.....learn all the songs I want to learn like yiruma 'kiss the rain' or 'river flows in you' or 'maybe'. Need to brush up on my piano skils though been almost a year since I played for real. I definitely am the luckiest person in the world. I prayed for a piano and waiting for almost a year and trust me it is not long I got it real quick.Thanks God thank you dad thank you family.

We'll for sure singing is definitely not my thing...Trust me it never was... For those of you who disagree...Let me put it this way, I love to sing but my voice is just an average voice. Not a voice that will have fans not a voice that will have people wanting to sign me. But for sure I love to sing no matter what. That is what I have been telling everybody, no matter how bad you are it does not matter, if u love to sing, well then sing. One things for sure that I will always write and compose songs. Maybe that will be my part time job. I have no ambition, so once I find my job I'll write songs and compose them as part time job, maybe find an agent who can get connections and see which artist would want my song. Hopefully an agent whose connection will not go only as far just Malaysia but the whole world. To bad I am only limited to malay songs and english. I'll try chinese maybe by only providing the melody. Ah a step closer to what I think I wanna be. Now my main job....W...

Everyone I have a new song called you said.. Well its not my first. technically I wrote many but in the end the other I do not count as the songs I want and I shall put this as my second song. I have another coming up. The song is called "You said" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jV9Vam1_56s PLease watch it rate it comment it and if u can....subscribe me!!! thanks. OOOH yeah!

Genting was fun.....And everything is lucky. LUCKY = every funny thing that happened by accident. People falling down, people dancing funny, singing funny, and all sorts and I thing I and the others with me on this trip laugh until we disturb the neighbour rooms XP. Going on rides......Friends persuaded and trick me into going to the space shot....They say not scary very fun...T.T I shout out of fear and not fun....Shout Until no voice....I come down the ride shaking and like want to pengsan. Sleep till late night....pass midnight....play poker cards and the loser has to answer a question truthfully. Its like truth or dare with not dare and no bottle. In the end all I can say about Genting Highlands is fun fun fun and laugh laugh laugh.....The fellowship to me is important...getting to know each other and getting along. Hmmm the theme park rides were just like extra fun... Who would enjoy if the were in genting all alone. Even if he were to go on the rollercoaster he would be like...

You know people use to talk big about doing scary things or when facing it you will not fear. Like telling your friends..."Ah if a guy points a gun at me i'll just grab it and punch him" well thats just saying it before experiencing it. I experienced being threatened in KL and yeah it was kinda cool in a way where there is an adrenalin rush and heart thomping. Me and two of my friends were confronted by a thin tall late 30 year old guy and man when he started saying things like give me money and you wont get hurt....It was pulsating... So my friend manage to scare him away by saying his parents were close by....Want to know more ask me...lazy to write a whole novel on this..XP