Malaysian Christian Writes

Well I am a Chinese and I am proud of it. I am a Malaysian and I am happy to be one. But...I am as the Asians in Malaysia would say...Banana. Well for those who do not know what a " Banana " means in my dictionary...It means that I am a Chinese who doesn't speak mandarin. Their mother language. Seriously...It is disappointing and embarrassing for me. I started picking up this language when I was 13 now I am going to be 17 and I am considered...still not okay. My friends understand me but my my intonations and enunciation sucks. Learning here. So I decided I'll be taking Chinese lessons when I go to the University. I regretted not learning this language. Seriously, it could give you leverage. serious leverage. And recently my friends got me learning Chinese songs, yea. So I am trying to place every interest I got in Chinese. You know...Build that passion. After my final exams SPM my class would be having a trip. And they would make one day Chinese day for me. Th...

Ok so logically, it seems the exclamation sign ' ! ' can attract readers. Ok my topic today is, people. Throughout my life, I had seen, talked, walked, and experience many kinds of people. The kind, the hardy, to polite, the selfish, the fun, the sad, the sanguine, the choleric,the melancholy, phlegmatic, and so much more. I came to a conclusion...that so far...for me...the hardest person to be around with are these kind of people...er...They are hard hearted, egoistic , arrogant , sensitive and temperamental. Why? Hard hearted person is a stubborn person. He closes himself and confines only to himself. He does not listen. So it is hard to get through him. Not only hard...He does not want to be get through. Egoistic. A deadly killer personality. It takes a lot of humility to admit that he is wrong and that is a person I salute. But a bruised ego...If one cannot take it, he becomes offended and thus the " sensitive " part of him appears. Showing a sad look, t...

That's right, I ain't gonna talk about the exams. Instead...what has the exams caused me. People know me to be soulful and cheerful but lately, ( beginning from a week before the exams) I became less lively and tired. I became down. But i managed to put a mask on so people would not notice. I am fine, don't get me wrong. Just so tired of everything. Had no feeling. I felt dead. I know i will get out of this bad feeling. The crappy thing out of this tiredness every other bad thing surfaced out of me. sucks. It is normal i guess. Honestly, right now although I will never ever do it i feel like going to the top of the mountain peak and just jump down. Feel that rush of the wind. And then hopefully wake up and find out it is just a dream.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zU6w01y2ho Here is the link to my new song...out on youtube. Go watch. You know next time i better sing famous songs to get more views instead of writing songs. So it is call When She Smiles...and okay I'll list it as my third single after " My Precious " and " You said ". After SPM I plan to write Christian songs. I figured God gave me this gift to write songs for him. Here are the lyrics... Every time she breaths, it is her that I just need, Oh Why? Every time she sings, I go blank and I day dream, Oh Why? And Baby its not fair, to see you standing here not there. Cause all I do is see can't touch You look so beautiful to me... (Chorus) OOOH What I see ain't no illusion, I'm in love with that girl when she smiles(and) OOOH like Romeo and Juliet, she held me on my hands for awhile, Cause when He feels is what I feel now, Oh right now, ow, ow, ooO When she smiles. Like fire like static, it just surges right ...

Some of you misunderstood when we said " Sis Shirley". It does not mean my sister. It is how we called the women in our church. So the youth had an activity today. Which is to jog at Bukit Cina. Here is us waiting for the others to come. Yeah it was hell of a jam...Raya HOlidays. This was Eric...trying to avoid the cam which ended up like drumming in the air.Jogged up the hill. Fun Fun Fun. Good Exercise. Had dinner. Then went to Sis Shirley's home where the secret party began. We took out the card and the cake ( which we specially baked...Stewyllric Chocolate Special) which surprised her. So this is the Happy birthday Girl...I mean lady XD. It was fun. Here is the video.

So okay, three musically incline teenagers went out to Jusco to buy ingredients to bake a cake yesterday. One teen named Steward suggested...no insisted to bake a cake for our dear Sis Shirley from church. He wanted it so badly and we agreed...in the end/eventually. So today we baked it. Haha funny. Why? First time, many mistakes. Wanted to take pictures but camera out of battery. So we charged it and this is all we got. So that was before. Looks like....I ain't gonna say it. But yeah so the problems... Sifting the flour...the sifter like fell apart i guess. The flour was all over( small amount) had to redo. Forgot to beat the eggs. Forgot to grease the pan. I better stop telling the probs or you'll get scared. We had fun. Laughing. Then while baking, we had a jamming session. PLayed our guitars and sang out in the open. had lunch at the expensive Uncle and Aunty. So my dearest mum came home...helped us...and now it looks like this Nice huh. Hope it taste as well as it loo...

Well my new song is done called " When She Smile ". I do not know when I'll be posting the video..probably this Saturday maybe after my trials...er maybe I still need a few more reviews on my song before posting it too. XD but i like the song myself.